FREE FROM SINSermon Transcript by Rev. Ernest O'NeillNow brothers and sisters, I remember in my own life when I saw the defeat in my own Christian life was due to a power beside myself but it was a tremendous step in my own Christian life when I saw that I couldn't deal with that power and honestly, I am afraid that many of us are under the deception that we can deal with that power, and while I was under that deception it was like struggling in quicksand. You know, you struggle, and the more you struggle, the deeper you'd go down and of course, that's God's good plan. It's God's good plan that that would happen. Now why, why does that power have any control of you and me? Why does it? After all, most of us would say here, "We don't want to rebel against God, we don't want to get independent, we don't want to be jealous, we don't want to be filled with lust. Now why has that power any control of you? After all, it is a spiritual principle that no spiritual power in the universe can take control of any human's will unless that human being is willing for it. That's a spiritual principle.No spiritual power, whether God or Satan can take control of anybody's will or mind or emotions unless that human being is willing for them to do it. So why is this power able to control us? I remember asking the Holy Spirit you know, to lead me into truth about that. Jesus, you remember said, "The Holy Spirit will lead you into all truth", and I remember asking the Holy Spirit, "Will You show me why this is so? Why does this power take hold of me at times when I don't wanted to", and bit-by-bit the Holy Spirit began to show me something inside that was more grotesque and more monstrous than anything I ever thought belonged to me.Dear ones, it was an attitude that I had never really seen before until He showed me it, and it's referred to in different ways in the bible, if you like to look at Romans 7:24-25, you'd see one phrase that is used to designate it there. Point said ,of course that the defeated Christian life is not God's will at all and it's not where Paul was left you remember. A lot of us read Romans 7 as if Paul's final word is so then I do not do what I want but the evil I want to avoid is what I do. Well, that isn't the final answer at all, 24 and 25 is the final answer.Romans 7:24-25, "Wretched man that I am. Who will deliver me from this body of death?" Then, he answers, "Thanks be to God", that there is a deliverance through Jesus Christ our Lord, then here is the phrase dear ones, that describes this spy within us that unites with the power of sin, "So then I of myself", now that's it. 'I of myself', and the Holy Spirit revealed to me a whole 'I of myself' attitude that I have never seen before. A whole attitude of independence and rebellion against God that I had covered up with a whole lot of pseudo-Christianity for years and the Holy Spirit began to show me there is some attitude within you that has an aversion to that and I would say, "Oh no, no. I love God. I want to pray to Him. I want to serve Him", and the Holy Spirit kept getting me down to it, "There is a something inside you that has an aversion to God and it's that something that allies with this power of sin from Satan. It's that attitude that is a spy within you and that opens the door and let's the power of sin into your life", and you know I kept refusing to believe it because I was a pastor and I spent all my days trying to serve God and enjoyed going to Him in prayer very often that other times I didn't enjoy but there were times when I really did enjoy going to God in prayer and I kept arguing with the Holy Spirit, "No, no. That isn't really me", and He kept showing me more and more of that old 'I of myself' attitude.That old attitude that wanted to be God, that wanted it's own way, that persisted in insisting on it's own right, that was very dame you know to be religious and to appear very prayerful but wanted it's own way as far as God was concerned. Now that attitude is referred to you know, in different ways. Galatians 5:17 is one of the other words that is used to talk about it. Galatians 5:17, "For the desires of the flesh are against the Spirit", and that's another word used, the 'flesh'. It's that attitude within us that wants to be independent of God, though a great deal of us wants to depend on God, this attitude wants to be God itself and you know that we've used the word in the past months, the 'old self', it's the 'old self' that wants to run it's own life and have it's own way and it's the old self therefore that produces bad temper because bad temper always comes out when you feel things aren't going away you planned them to go, things aren't going the way you wanted them to go and they're getting out of your control so you lose your temper in order to bring them back into your control. It's the old self that produces the cold war between husband and wife. He won't do what you tell him, so okay, you've strong emotions, you'll call him back to heel just by running a cold war. He'll get tired before you do and it's the old self that takes that attitude. The old self that takes that attitude with our roommate, dear ones. We decide we'll bring them back to heel like a dog because we'll run them into the ground emotionally. It's the old self that wants it's own way and that wants to do that kind of thing and the bible calls it 'flesh'. It calls it the 'old self' and it describes the attitude that the old self has very clearly dear ones. Romans 8:7 and it certainly leaves no room for us saying that there's a little good inside us and talks about the attitude that this old self has.Romans 8:7, "For the mind that is set on the flesh is hostile to God. It does not submit to God's law, indeed it cannot", that would really help us a great deal. If you really recognize that that's what does happen right in us, if that old self is still alive inside us, God can tell us to tithe and we'll tithe without tithing, that's right. The old self is subtle. It'll appear to be obeying God's Commandments yet it will get it's own way by some corny little compromise.The old self will get it's own way because it is hostile God. It has no interest in obeying God and it's subtle and shrewd and it'll give you lot's of signs that you are a very religious and very Christian person as long as it can still get it's own way because it is hostile to God, it does not submit to God's law, indeed it cannot, and loved ones, it never does. We bluff ourselves, you know. We think, "Oh no, no, brother, sometimes it does", no, it never does.It makes you think it does, but it continues to get it's own way deep-deep down in your life and that's where that this piece is and that's that old self. Now the big step that I took in my life was when I discovered that God had done something with it because I tried for a while to strangle that as I tried to strangle the power of sin. I tried to tame the old self. I thought all that needed was discipline. You ought to discipline it, just get it used to obeying God, but I wasn't up to it's subtlety and it's cleverness because it had really the subtlety of Satan himself and it kept getting away from me and dodging and I couldn't track it down with all the introspection that I practiced and it was, oh just a great step you know, and I saw the truth that we have shared, that God has actually already dealt with that old self and that that old self was crucified with Christ and that God in fact took that old attitude of self-centeredness and self-deification and He placed me in Jesus on the Cross 1900 years ago and He destroyed that old self there in there. That was a great relief you know, when I thought that that had actually happened and you remember it's there in Romans 6:6 and it's good to look at that verse because it shows you what effect that had on the power of sin. - more -
