I am concerned about some of the posts that I have read recently. I will not mention the ones that disturb me but I think I see the problem. First let me establish that there are some very tender hearted and beloved brothers and sisters on this web site of which I read their posts almost exclusively. But everyone on here is unique in his\\her own way.
Also, let me say that I truly believe that most of the ones who come here and post on a regular basis are truly in persuit of the same thing. A closer walk with God and a better understanding of the Word. Thats what christians hunger for and desire.
Having said that let me say this. Holiness is not something that we can ever obtain on our own. There is only one thing that is pleasing to God and that's his Son. Our holiness is Jesus and Jesus alone. Once we slip out of the realm of grace and slip into the realm of works it starts to poison our mind as if we can reach some kind of spiritual plateau that will make us pure and holy without the shed blood of Jesus Christ.
There is only one thing that pleases God. HIS SON. Quit trying to take his place. Just trust and obey. The mental torment and anguish you feel and the pain that you are causing yourself is because you will not just relax and let God take the wheel. We work ourselves up into an emotional fenzy trying to obtain this spirituality that cannot come through emotionalism. YOU CANNOT DO IT MY FRIEND. LET GO AND LET GOD!!!!!!
J-bird
By the way
Been there done that!
