I like telling about what our lord have done in my life. Now i cant write it all down once but ill give people some of the things he did now and then to testify how faithful and good our god is.
I saw here someone asking for prayer for a homeless man. Me to once was whit out a home. I was deep in sin. But i remember my way to the lord. First time i prayed , i was arrested by the police... now my layer (unsure of spelling??) told me that i might as well get used to the idea of doing a long time behind bars.
Now i remember i prayed
god even if i have to do time in jail.... help me . i dont want this life. help me. Now i dident expect anything but like through a miracle i was standing outside as a free man two days later. And i knew i knew why... i knew it was god. But i continued in sin ... i continued to live like i used to.
anyhow strange things happened and me and my girlfriend was expecting children.. twins :D
i was in no state of raising children...couldent even take care of myself.
but we left our town , not knowing the future or what to expect. all we had was a bag whit clothes. My two girls came into this world and i was still deep in drugs and sin...i loved them so but i tried in my flesh to stop the "lifestyle" i lived but i couldent do it... i was a slave to this devilish thing.. we found a place to live and all we did was fight and scream and all things was dark... we had two wonderful kids so sweet and innocent but such darkness... now one night i couldent take it anymore.. me and my girlfriend had a bad fight and i was just broken...
for the first time in my life i was on my knees.... i cried out to god
if there is a god... if you exist ...
then please please help me... our kill me
because i dont want to live like this.
I dont know how i knew to confess my sins but i did... now nothing happened that night...
the next 24 hours things just got worse.
but through some strange events i found myself in an elderly couples house , they couldent speak my language so good so suddenly i had a phone in my hand... the voice on the other side asks me if i believe in jesus dying for my sins and was resurrected on the third day...
i remember i thought to myself now what good can that do me? but i felt well i believe it i choose to believe it .. i tried everything else so.i prayed in the name of jesus christ, i thanked him for the blood, and that he died for my sins.i hung up. i said goodbye and left.
i hadent walked more than 10 yards from that door .....
suddenly from nowhere i got filled whit this peace i went from crying of agony to cry whit joy...i felt light like a big bag was taken from my soul... i felt so good i almost ran home i smiled i just was so happy no drug ever made feel like this...i was to light a cigarette but i threw it away i dident need it... i knew it i knew it I KNEW IT
THERE IS A GOD!!! HIS NAME IS JESUS i knew it was true... there is a god!!! ohh and what a god he is!!
i ran home to my girlfriend told her what happened
she thought i lost it.
now shes also saved and some friends of mine got saved and everything is truly new... ohh how i love you jesus...how you saved me . I cant tell you in words how much this has changed me. I was born of god. and ever since then the darkness in my soul is gone... there was a hole in me... now its filled whit god, Jesus lives in me, hallelujah
i could write a book about this ,and i have told some of these things before but i just love sharing what god did for me, and i will always continue to tell people ,
and i will tell you more wonderful things he did in my life another time, because i love telling people how wonderful my god is, what great things he does.
and he is our lord jesus christ
gods peace to you
christian
edit: some spelling corrections
