Hi everyone.
Christian, I'm glad you brought this up as I'd like the opportunity to share with the Lord's people here what I took to be the answer to my seeking God about this. I welcome any discernement and wisdom you all might have to share in Christ.
I do not intend to put this here as an example for anyone; I see us all here sharing our thoughts in seeking to know and do God's will in our lives, though not for comparison.
A few years ago I began seeking after God for His will for my life. Sometime after this, as the thought was on my mind, I 'heard' or was impressed with the words 'libation specialist'.
If that sounds funny to you, it sounded funny to me too! In fact my wife thought it sounded a bit funny also, but not in a demeaning or trivial way(this was not the first time I had 'heard' some obscure sounding word in regards to seeking after God). I kept thinking...'libation specialist???' what is that!!
Well, eventually I put the thought on the 'back burner' so to speak, though I did look into the meaning of the word and found that it did have some correspondence with the Bible.
Some time later we moved here and I began seeking God again in earnest concering His will for my life, especially now since at the time I was unemployed! During this time I felt led to begin reading the Bible again from the beginning. I would read between one and three chapters every morning, going very slowly through each chapter, even underlining many passages as I read through.
This went on for some time.
One night as I remember it, I had stayed up late seeking after God in much distress and anguish of soul. In the morning I got up and read the chapters as usuall and the thought of 'libation specialist' was on my mind. I was reading through untill I came to this passage, I'll use the RSV to qoute....
and wine for the drink offering, a fourth of a hin, you shall prepare with the burnt offering, or for the sacrifice, for each lamb.
Now, I mentioned earlier that libationist does have some correspondence to the Bible, and this is that. According the the American Heritage Dictionary, a libation is...
1.a. The pouring of a liquid offering as a religious ritual.
So, having paused to ponder this, my wife having gotten up came out of the room and said 'Chris, God want's you to be a libationist.'
I was .....amazed.
She went on to tell me how all night long she kept hearing 'libationist...libationist..' in her sleep. Later she told me how she had been dreaming of this room wherein were all these lighted candles and that she was taking care of the candles.
Thinking of all the possibilities, the odds of this, I thought this has to be the answer! How on earth could such a coincidence be...so many days of reading the Bible and to come across THAT passage...and then she had THAT dream hearing what she did and to come out and tell me at THAT moment???
I suppose I should share now how I have understood this. Someone before mentioned burden and I thought it was a good expression for our subject. I have, from the time of my conversion, had a burden to share the faith with those who are lost, without Christ and have sought to do it.
And that's how I have understood these events; that I believe God wanted me to offer the people the blood of Christ which was shed for thier sins.
So, I'm a libationist. :-D
Thank you all for sharing this with me,
Love in Christ.