This is not something that I would share with just anyone, but I know that we have all denominations and beliefs displayed on this web sight and I think it is a great source for answers to difficult questions.
This kind of thing has never happened to me before so it's been on my mind and would like to know if anyone here has any advice or has a story of something like this.
Well, herre goes.
Don't laugh at me :-P
I preached last wednesday night to a larger than usual crowd at my home church. I had been fasting and praying more than ever before. I had been praying that God would use me in a mighty way in these last days. I told him that I wanted to be known by name by the demons of hell. I preached a message entitled "Who is on the Lords side?" from Exodus chapter 32. I preached for at least an hour straight and the Spirit flowed through me like never before. The alters were full at the end of the sermon. I had this feeling after I preached that I caught the eye of satan and he was mad at me. When I got home that night I thanked the Lord for a victory in the pulpit and went to bed. That night i had a dream that a black bearcame out of the woods and was charging me. The people that I was with scattered in all directions. The bear came right for me and overcame me and I could literally feel the beast bite my throat and crush.
Then I woke up. My throat felt like it had been crushed. I still feel like I've had some trauma to my throat. The next thing that happened was just as weird. My wife rolled over (still asleep mind you) and spoke these words "TRUST ME". What do you make of this?
Should I make anything of it or take this as a sign that I have indeed caught the eye of satan but trust in the almighty and KNOW who's in control.
Or should I admit myself to a mental institution and sign on the dotted line-NEED HELP QUICK!
J-bird
Any thoughts or concerns would be greatly appreciated.
