when one is searching Gods will in life, im right now in a dilemma. I im sure god will guide me and help me, but still there is some fear that i will go against his will and just act upon my flesh, and if "balanced" that is a healty fear i guess, but this is how im thinking, right now me and my family is living in a neigboorhood that isent to "nice" there are very much drugs , violence , mentaly sick people, its a really bad place to live, now i see this can be good to, there is much work here for the kingdom of god, many people need jesus, and somehow i feel that is one of the good reasons to stay...becuse there is such a need for christ and me and my family can guide people to him, in our words and actions...but then again becuse of the conditions i feel we fear more and more for our two oldest children, they are 7-8 years old, when i hear what is going on in their school, when i see what the kids are up to, i honestly shiver in all of my body, i hear kids speak the languge that would come out of demons, and they are only 4-5 years old, and there is much problems...the thing is i would like to move to a nicer area for my childrens sake, this is nothing wrong in i belive...but how do we know what to do...ive talked about this whit some people and ive had mixed responses... how can we know what and where we should go? or if we should stay... i know my kids can be lost even in the nicest of the nicest of areas... but still... much thanks for your thoughts.... and please share testimonys....
christian
