hi,
some now a little bit of my story..
i am again being attacked, it feels like everything is fading and something in me is trying to rob my confidence in god. a voice is saying "you're going down and god has never spoken to you its a lie" and i cant shake this voice.
its been going on the whole night and i couldnt sleep a second, trying to fight my way through it in prayer.
right now. i dont know whats going on.
i need a clear view and this fear and panic to flee. it feels like razorblades are cutting the very core of my whole being.
i, myself am on my knees.
thank you
