Here is a song God gave me a few years ago. For me, it was a time a great failure in my walk with God, in my marriage, and even at work. If you want, make it your own. I hope it encourages you and blesses you.
It is loosely based upon Revelation 21:2-4
2And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.
3And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God.
4And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.
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Behold the Bride
She's all dressed in white
With a veil upon her eyes
Longing too see Him, as He really is
This is the day she's been waiting for
She remembers that day
When He asked for her hand
Oh what love was in His eyes
She remembers her sin, and all of the shame
And how He took it away, and offered her His name
Chorus
Would you be my bride
And dwell with me forever
Would you be my bride
And I will leave you never
Would you be my bride
Oh but how many times has she failed Him
How many tears has she cried
In her heart of hearts, she wants to follow
She knows she needs to give up all
And with her head hung down
She hears that familiar call
Chorus
I chose you my bride
You did not choose me
I chose you my bride
You don't see what I see
I chose you, and I know you
I chose you my bride
Bridge
It's within my Covenant
That you will find strength and peace
A Promise from me to you
That I will never leave
For I Am your Husband
And all I Am is yours
If you can't believe my words
Then look unto the Cross
Chorus
I Love you my bride
And I'm coming back to get you
I Love you my bride
So keep yourself pure
I Love you my bride
We can never know the victory that Jesus won, until we have failed. It me same like a paradox, but it is true.
Yes, get honest with God, but do not spend all of your time looking inward. Look unto Jesus..the Author and Finisher of your faith.
Let even your sin cause you to yearn for the day when He will wipe away all the tears from our eyes.
I am praying for you even as I am writing this.