Sister Charlene, you are right, it is a fight, we are at war. The enemy doesn't care to work on those who he already has trapped with his lies, he is going after those who are God's children because he knows his time is short.
Your weapons for battle are all in the Word:
Ephesians 6:10-13:
"Finally, my brethren, be strong in the Lord, and in the power of his might.
Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Wherefore take unto you the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand."
And what does the whole armour of God consist of? Read on in verses 14-18:
"Stand therefore, having your loins girt about with truth, and having on the breastplate of righteousness;
And your feet shod with the preparation of the gospel of peace;
Above all, taking the shield of faith, wherewith ye shall be able to quench all the fiery darts of the wicked.
And take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God:
Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watching thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints."
I encourage you in the Lord your God as David encouraged himself in the Lord his God when he was struggling in battle (1 Samuel 30) and ended up victorious against huge odds.
Prayers for your struggle headed up to the Throne of Grace tonight, sister. May you be blessed by His peace and grace and strength.
Mia and Bailey, Dugan, Buddy and Agnes the beagles.