To me to be a preacher to the lost and to preach the word of God most be the greatest gift from God! what a privilege and a responsibility, i don't believe you can be a good preacher and have a bad prayerlife... but if it was Gods will and by his mercy id like to be a preacher when Ive become a little more mature, and i pray God would use me for his glory, i don't think i have it in me, in a natural way to become a preacher, i lack all abilities to stand before men and talk... not that i in any way is worthy of this privlige..but it is something in my heart that longs to stand up before unsaved men and women and proclaim Jesus Christ to them, there is something about this that so fascinates me, sometimes i wonder maybe it is of my "flech"...? some secret sort of pride who wants the applause of other religious people for being a good preacher / teacher, i guess that is something all preachers have to be cautious of....
but there is nothing more that i would like to do! then to preach the word of God... and if God wants me to ill do it...if he has something else for me i know thats is even better for me.... even if it wasn't what i wanted i trust my God for guidence...may my 'spiritual' ears be open to hear his voice....
