Bud,
Let me take another stab at this. I understand why you believe as you do. Certainly I agree that it is not God's [i]desire[/i] that anyone suffer. Yet it was His [i]will[/i] that His own Son suffer. It was not His [i]desire[/i] that Adam sin and be expelled from the garden. Yet, He knew from the foundations of the world that creating Adam and Eve would ultimately require the greatest sacrifice ever made. He knew we would suffer as a result of the fall, yet He chose in His utter sovereignty to create us anyway. Suffering is not His desire, but He will not allow it to stand in the way of His [i]will[/i].
So how does this relate to healing? Because we live in a fallen world it is necessary that we be taken through a lifelong process called sanctification. This process [i]requires[/i] suffering on our part. It is inescapable. Suffering causes us to see just how weak we are and causes us to draw near to God and [i]His[/i] strength. This was the purpose of Paul's thorn. Ultimately God is glorified as we grow in grace. What is it that god wants from us? To be glorified.
Now, in the case of healing verses not healing someone. God ultimately will get a greater degree of glory from a life surrendered to Him whom He has [i]sovereignly[/i] chosen not to heal than He does from those who are healed. When healing does occur we do indeed marvel and give God praise, but the healing is soon forgotten, or at the very least the manifestation of His grace is no longer clearly evident. A life that has [i]not[/i] received this healing touch becomes a living, breathing, non-stop testimony to the grace of God. It is an incredible thing to meet a saint who has suffered some disability all their life. These people exude joy! What glory God receives as we marvel over this. Which is the greater miracle? This is also true of those who have suffered the loss of a cherished relative, be it their child, sibling, spouse or parent. Those who have gotten through this have a unique degree of compassion for others and often have a gentleness to their demeanor that was wrought in them through the suffering they underwent.
But, you say, the scripture says...as you quote again Isaiah and Peter, "by His stripes we [i]are[/i] healed." The scripture also states that we [i]are[/i] righteous! Yet John states that he who says he is without sin is a liar. In the here and now we discover that sin still abides in us. How then can we be called righteous? Our God is the God Who calls those things that are not as though they are (Rom 4:17). He can do this because He sees the end from the beginning. The fullness of this promise, just as the fullness of our promised righteousness won't be fully realized until that final day.
[color=000066]Rev 21:1-4 Now I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away. Also there was no more sea. 2 Then I, John, saw the holy city, New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 3 And I heard a loud voice from heaven saying, "Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and He will dwell with them, and they shall be His people. God Himself will be with them and be their God. 4 And God will wipe away every tear from their eyes; there shall be no more death, nor sorrow, nor crying. There shall be no more pain, for the former things have passed away."
1 Cor 15:50-54 Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; nor does corruption inherit incorruption. 51 Behold, I tell you a mystery: We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed-- 52 in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trumpet. For the trumpet will sound, and the dead will be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed. 53 For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. 54 So when this corruptible has put on incorruption, and this mortal has put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written: "Death is swallowed up in victory."[/color]
What is death? (specifically physical death) It is God sovereignly chosing not to heal our corruptible flesh of whatever current ailment it is suffering from just prior to expiring.
I sincerely hope that you come to your senses brother. This notion that God would heal anyone if they only could get ahold of the right understanding and faith is misguided at the least.
In Christ
Doug