Dear Sister Jenn,
I write this with great caution.
I believe you are in grave danger of not understanding the results and expectations that come from following Jesus. Jesus said that if one would come after him in his footsteps, he must take up his own cross. That signifies and is death. It is not a very pretty picture. You don't get to "prep" up before you take up the cross. Once you enter into covenant with God you take it up. It's death now or never, in other words.
Jesus was the son of the very living God. It was He who suffered in this life and at the hands of the church and world and was crucified at the hands of the church (of the day) and the world to bring reconciliation to us. He went down into the "abyss" and was even abandoned by God on the Cross. It is true suffering of a supreme nature. If we are to follow in His footsteps, how shall we escape such things as He? "For in this life ye shall have tribulation."
While it is true we should trust God with everything, it is not true that God will heal every defect of our body, even if it's a "word of Faith." Remember Paul's thorn in the flesh? Etc. The Word makes clear that God will not heal your every problem.
The Word, I reiterate, makes clear if anything that you will suffer in this age, and not prosper (to the world's eyes, of what its views on prosperity are).
Only one will prosper in the grace of God, if anything. On this earth God shall prune us and refine us and take out all the impurities, and for that to happen means either a.) fire or b.) cutting/hacking-- both of which are painful and both of which are necessary to follow Jesus.
Indeed the Lord I am sure has healed people's lung cancer, and maybe even teeth... and will continue to do so! But that doesn't mean he will heal everyone's, or that you should expect him to unless it is revealed by the Spirit through the Word.
This life is painful. You get old. You might lose some teeth. You might get sick. You end up dying. That's how it's supposed to be for the most part. It's a result of the sinful adamic flesh we have, it cannot live, it must die as a result. Satan may bring about sicknesses, I am sure, and God can restore health to people. God can as well use people to restore health to other people. But basically, stay in the Spirit, and you need not worry. If you get sick, die, or get healed, all the more glory to God.
If this world were all that there was, and we were left in our sins, in our Adamic state, in our sufferings alone to die and live in vain.... what a shame it would be...
But thank God that in Jesus, by His Grace, we can live beyond the flesh of this World, in Him! And thankfully we have Jesus, whom we can have fellowship with in His sufferings!
Jordan