[b]By Faith Take Up Your Cross
I asked the Lord to strengthen me – immediately I felt pain
The sunshine of His presence was lost in pouring rain
My friends all seemed to shun me, as no one lent a hand
I suddenly felt all alone - none seemed to understand
Then some one reached out to me - my hope somewhat revived
Until they pointed out my sin and all within me cried
I couldn’t even answer – their judgment was severe
I tried to ask forgiveness but they didn’t want to hear
Numb with pain and sorrow – I sought comfort anew
But not a single friend could see what I was going through
In fact a few could clearly see that I was quite distressed
My lack of joy and peace was what several now addressed
Confused, hurt and abandoned, my heart was growing hard
A storm of thoughts was weakening my resolve to serve the Lord
Perhaps I never really had the faith to pass the test
How could things turn out this way when giving Him my best
Caught in my dilemma I hid my face and cried
Not noticing at first the one who now stood by my side
His voice arrested every thought to His gentle command
I’ve come my child to comfort you so you will understand
Why do you doubt – Why don’t you see – Why is My way not plain?
You asked that I would strengthen you – My yes was all your pain
My Father’s way has always been to bruise and crush His sons
The fellowship of suffering makes us His holy ones
If you would now be perfect and joy to me would bring
Then count it all pure joy when I send you my suffering
Deny your need for ease and rest, count what’s gain as lost
Embrace the way of suffering – by faith take up your cross
