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The Prodigal Bomber

sermonindex Apr 15, 2007

Luk 15:24 for this my son was dead and is alive again, he was lost and is found.

Have you ever prayed for a loved one for a long time? You pray and trust in the Lord and you actually see that person getting worse, going from one bad decision to another. You talk to them and you share with them and you try to council them and convince them that everything they need, the answer to their deepest problems lie with the Lord Jesus. The deeper the trouble they get into, the more desperate we become some times in sharing Jesus. And yet, the greater their need, the greater their rejection of you and the truth that you hold out to them. You see them going down and you know in your heart that this beautiful light that is within you would be the answer to their seeming hopelessness and despair, and still they reject you. I would like to encourage every brother and sister that is in that category today.

This morning I saw an image of my son, call it a vision, call it a dream, be very cynical and call it wishful thinking if you like. Yet in my vision I saw my son standing beside me in church. I was introducing the church to my son. I was telling them how I had held him up in the air when he was less than a week old and that I had dedicated him to God, even although I myself had walked away from God at that point.

I was sharing how at the age of seven my son gave his heart to the Lord. And up to the age of 13 how we would walk to a home group together in the warm summer evenings and talk about the Lord and how exciting the prospect of Him perhaps coming back soon. I shared how that my son went into middle school and was bullied. How he went of the rails and I lost my son. We did not speak any more, just scream at each other. How he ran away at 16 and I found myself outside a house were he supposedly had stayed for a few nights, challenging the man inside to come out and fight with curses. How this was the lowest point of my Christianity and that I had, for a moment, reverted back to a life that I had long ago left behind because everything was spinning out of my control. How I got back home and fell to my knees, completely broken and cried out to God. How the Lord whispered to me , "let Him go Frank, give him to me, you just speak life into him." How the Lord asked me this question "What would have happened if the prodigal Father had not let the prodigal son go?" Giving me no answer, but the answer came from the Spirit within. I shared how my sons life got worse after I handed him over to Jesus. So many times tempted to doubt the Lord but never gave into the doubt. So many times having to ignore what was happening in the natural and trust the Lord that He was in charge and that there was movement in the spiritual.

Then in my vision I was standing on an airfield. It was WW11. Thirty planes had went on the bombing mission, 23 had came back, six had been reported to have been destroyed, and the last one was unaccounted for. The last one was my son. I stood on the airfield with many, just staring into the skies above. Straining to see any sight of the bomber. There was nothing. One by one the people that were looking, walked away until I looked around and I stood alone in the field. I kept straining my eyes, yet there was nothing. At a certain point a friend came out and looked at his watch, he said "Frank, they would have ran out of fuel 20 minutes ago, cmon, its time to go." I told him to go on in, I would be there soon. When he left, the silence and the loneliness overwhelmed me. I just fell to my knees and cried out to God. Now it wasn't even humanly possible for my son to return. And as I lay there on the grass, I heard a very faint noise. My intellect told me that my mind was playing tricks on me. Yet, the noise got a little louder. I looked up but I could not see anything. There was clouds and darkness and nothing. Yet the noise remained, I strained my eyes again, hoping against hope, faith fighting against unbelief and there it was, only a speck in the distance, but it was certainly a plane. It was my plane , it was my son, and against all the odds and even the laws of physics, here comes the plane. It is battered and torn and only one of the props was working, but it was his plane and he was coming home. All those who had left the field now were back and were screaming and shouting with joy. Miraculously, even although all hope had been lost and all had given up, including myself, here came my son and the plane landed even although it was almost completely destroyed by the flack.

Now I am back in church. And I say "This is my son who was dead but is alive again , he was lost but now is found."

Will this happen?Yes I believe it will. When it does I will be glad to report it to you. He has made me a promise and no matter what , I believe the report of the Lord. So many times we have to come to an end of ourselves and that is where the Lord steps in. And when He does, then all the glory will be His.

Perhaps you find yourself alone in the field of life today? Can I encourage you, you are not alone. Yes there will be times when every one you know will not stand with you, that things seem impossible, that you have come to the end of yourself, but do you know who you will meet when you arrive "at the end of yourself,?" yes, Jesus. Keep staring at the skies for that field is a field of hope. Our God is bigger than all that we can see. He sees what we cannot. Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. All things are possible. Rest in hope, rejoice in hope, let expectancy do its work. He is pleased with our faith, and He is pleased when we come to Him and believe that all things are possible, it is in this diligence that we will find our reward.......Let the name of Jesus be glorified today...............Frank

If you know someone who needs to be encouraged today, please pass it along.

sermonindex Apr 15, 2007

Dear Brother Frank

I sent a reply to this but it seems to have disappeared.

Your post made me stop and weep until I couldn't read any more.

Do you realise that, in your grieving for your lost son, you have also entered into something of the Father-heart of God? You know something of how the Lord Himself feels when we go away from Him.

Bless you, and may He bring the lost one home again to Father very soon.

Love

jeannette

sermonindex Apr 15, 2007

Hi Jeanette.....I am glad you were touched. Yes, I do realize that I understand, to a very small degree, the Father-heart.If you e-mail me at appolus@aol.com I will share some other pieces that the Lord laid on my heart along the same lines.........Frank.....PS..I see you are from Wales, I am from Scotland, moved over to the States in 1990.

C
Compton Apr 16, 2007

Now I am back in church. And I say "This is my son who was dead but is alive again , he was lost but now is found."...I believe the report of the Lord.

Frank,

I was fondly stirred by your vision and testimony of that dogged hope, faith, and love God graces parent's for their children. (You are a gifted writer.) When reading your post I was reminded of this tender poem from the First World War by Amy Carmichael...I can't think of a more suitable thread then yours brother to post this in. Like your wonderful piece, it offers deep encouragement for all whose precious loved ones are away in physical as well as spiritual battles right now.

Missing

The telegram said "Missing" and she said "Would God that he were dead,
For this is worse." And for a terrible hour
The enemy had power.

And he painted greivious wounds
Tortures unsuccoured,
Insults dastardly,
A lingering piteous death,
Or misery of crowded hospital
Or hateful prison.
All sights, all sounds, sharp-edged imaginings,
That cut into the soul, had power with her,
Untill she turned from all and moaned, "My God!"

And God said to an angel, "Go to her."

He named the house and room.
"Show her the things that be."

The angel flew.

And shortly after the mother was made aware
Of movement all about her; and her gloom
Rolled up like fog at dawn; a glorious air,
As far from mountains blown,
Like wine revived her spirit. She could see
Onto blue distances---eternity
Opened it's spaces; and she tasted powers
Of the world to come, and knew
As she was known;
Knew herself not forsaken.

Then as she waited, a great brooding calm
Filled all her being; and as dew
Rises in stillness from a field of flowers,
So from her heart, quieted now as any summer field,
Soft thoughts rose gently, soothing as a psalm
Familiar, cadenced; and she looked and saw
Deep unto mysteries; but by the law
(Which rules the place to which she had been taken)
Directed she was careful not to say
What she had seen; except being free to tell
The comfortable word that healed
Her sorest hurt, she chose
This as the sweetest: that before they
Wrote her beloved as "Missing", there was One
Well skilled in finding lost things who said to those
Who stood about Him, "Lo, another son
Has need of Me," and went...

But where, He did not tell;
Only that she knew He had found her son. "It is well,"
She said aloud, being unaware
That she was home, till fearful, violent doubts,
Like waters that have sudden broken bound
Stroung doubts turmoiled her.

"Drown," They cried, "Yes drown."
Poor foolish hope! Who heeds thee?" and they tossed
It's folly aside,
And shouted, whispered, cried
About her hope, "Drowned! Drowned!
The vision is vain,
For he is lost!"

But she again
Affirmed her faith, and on the telegram crossed
The "Missing" out
And wrote instead...
"Nay, Found."


MC


sermonindex Apr 16, 2007

Ah....dear MC, now it is you who have stirred my heart. I have read much of what Amy Carmichael has written but I have never read that piece. It is a breath of air from the Holy Spirit Himself. Hope and joy and peace in the Lord is such a wonderful thing. His promises are yea and amen and we surely rest in them , especially when the enemy is screaming into our ears.......Frank

sermonindex Apr 16, 2007

Everyone should read Amy Carmichael's piece.

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