Krispy,
First I would like to encourage you and tell you that we all love you and are thankful to God that you have made Jesus your Lord and Savior, I pray that you continue to search the Scriptures day and night and continue to be strengthened by the Spirit toward your communion with God through Jesus.
Now, I would like to offer everyone my understanding of Final Judgement Hell. It is based on conviction and the drawing of the Spirit to cause one to repent.
Let's look at 2 Thes. Chpt 1: 7-9
7And to you who are troubled rest with us, when the Lord Jesus shall be revealed from heaven with his mighty angels,
8In flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God, and that obey not the gospel of our Lord Jesus Christ:
9Who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord, and from the glory of his power;
It is my understanding by the Holy Spirit through much reading that we are given a great privilege as mankind----repentance.
Not even angels have this privilege.
So we have been given the Spirit to cause us to:
1. Have a conscience (we understand what good is only because God gave us a conscience) otherwise we be no different from animals. And we know that animals cannot repent.
2. Repent. Repentance is a work of the Holy Spirit that births in us a new heart and allows us to turn and see sin the same way God sees sin.
Now remember back to the moment of your own rebirth...and every moment since then as you are pricked to the heart each time temptation is creeping at your doorstep, and you answer. After we realize we have sinned against a Holy God the Spirit given to us by God causes this new heart in us to be grieved. This anguish of knowing we have offended God through sin brings us to a place of confessing our continued need for Jesus to be our Lord and Savior by faith given to us by the Spirit of God.
When we die...it's over... there is no more time to repent. Hebrews says....it is given to man 1 life and after that comes judgement.
Well for a sinner who never was born again the Word says in 2 Thes that the mere presence of the Lord Jesus and the glory of His power will be the everlasting destroyer of this sinners soul.
I believe that this sinner will come to face God...and in this revelation of God he will for the 1st time in his life feel all the sin of his entire life and the conviction that comes with knowing Jesus....Yet, he will not be able to repent because he denied the grace that was available to him while he lived on earth.
The weight of the conviction of all the sin bubbling up because of the revelation of the Love Jesus had for him during his life on Earth and the revelation of how Jesus longed to show him mercy yet he denied it....and the revelation of the love that God still even has for him at that moment this sinners heart will be in complete torture because of the Glory of God's great goodness and kindness and love...yet he will be unable to receive the Love that his spirit is desiring to have from God because of his sin ladden spirit. This will be the everlasting torment that is spoken about in 2 Thes. The fact that this soul will never be able to find peace with such a wonderful and perfect and loving God...will be too much for this soul to bear...and the mere Glory of God, the mere presence of His majesty without the wonderful covering of the Blood of the Lamb.....who can survive after coming face to face with the glory of God without the covering of our wonderful Christ and Savior Jesus.
This is my dim understanding, and I know that when my glorious Savior Jesus comes for His church all these things will finally be revealed to us in full understanding.