I stopped at an intersection in town today, where there were teenagers holding up car wash signs. They were yelling and pointing at various drivers, "Hey, your car is dirty!"
How rude! Telling me my car is dirty!
And so it goes with the pride of the uncrucified heart...easily provoked at every slight. Now Jesus appears also at our intersections pointing at us, and crying out for our dirty hearts. The crisis comes upon us, and suddenly our secret hearts are made visible.
How dare He! I had my heart cleaned many years ago!
Yet, the fact of a dirty heart does not go away with having a theological understanding of purity or whitewashing with sacrificial works. When there is bitterness, envy, strife, it should be impossible for us to imagine our hearts are clean before God...even if we teach salvation to everyone we meet, and give everything we own to feed the poor.
Brethren, these are days when impurity is celebrated and legislated. Everyone does what is right according to their own arbitrary passions. Rancor and partisianship is the consensus. Yet are we different in character, or only in appearance? Those teens at the corner got me thinking...they were in a better position then I to see how dirty my car really was. Likewise, the Holy Spirit is not arbitrary in his judgements, but his vantage is perfect. Yet, am I unwilling to hear His perfect judgement about things He sees perfectly, even as I insist that others must be willing to hear my imperfect opinion about things I see imperfectly?
Two sad riddles: How our own articulate lips can tell lies even inwardly towards our own heart, and how good theology can sit so comfortably within an evil heart. So I ask the Lord, if it's not practicing right speech, and contending for sound doctrine...then what is a pure heart? Here is one possible conversation from scripture...
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
For I say unto you, That except your righteousness shall exceed the righteousness of the scribes and Pharisees, ye shall in no case enter into the kingdom of heaven....
Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin....Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow....Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.
...whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment...
Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation...
For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.
Therefore if thou bring thy gift to the altar, and there rememberest that thy brother hath ought against thee; Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift.
Psalm 51, Matthew 5
Blessings brethren,
MC
