Dear brothers and sisters, I share this with you all as one needy and in need of grace. May God look upon us with compasion and love and be our help.
"Thou art wearied in the greatness of thy way; yet saidst thou not, There is no hope: thou hast found the life of thine hand; therefore thou wast not grieved." - Isaiah 57:10
The scripture says the way of transgressors is hard.
Hard, so that men might not find comfort in it and go on in transgression and iniquity, and perish. Hard, so that they might turn, and find the way of rest(Matthew 11:28). But our rebelliousness resists the patient rebukes of God as He opposes us in our sin.
Instead of saying 'we have sinned', 'we have foolishly erred'
We say 'whatever does not kill you makes you stronger, and 'only the strong survive.'
But the word of God testifies against us, saying "let the weak say 'I am strong'(Joel 3:10), and the Lord Jesus said
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Broken in contrition or crushed in judgement.
This all may leave us wearied but not grieved.
Weary, from going here and there, up the mountains of pride and behind the closed doors of hiding and shame, taking many lovers(even the pleasures of this world) and seeking the favor of kings and of princes(of those who have earthly power or power with men), this may leave us weary, for 'vain is the help of man'(Psalm 60:11) and 'salvation belongs unto the Lord'(Psalm 3:8)...
Weary, but not grieved.
Not grieved becuase we have found [i]the life of our own hand
And so the Lord may say of us "In vain have I smitten your children; they received no correction:"(Jeremiah 2:30). Neither then do we say 'there is no hope'. Becuase we have found [i]the life of our own hand
We think our prosperity is God's blessing; our promotion His favor; our health His covenant faithfulness; our ingenuity and creativity, and inspiration His word and revelation; yet all these things may only be [i]the life of our own hand
But if we would forsake them, the hope of them, and utterly cling to the Lord our God, we would have life. For the scripture says [i]he is thy life, and the length of thy days
He is our Life and the length of our days.
