I am seeking the Lord this week if I should go the Conference in Ohio in oct for sure. I have made plans to go.
and have almost everything ready. I have been praying about this for months. I have felt yes the Lord is calling me. But in the last week. I have started to have some doubts if this really is Gods will for me.
1 - Because I have been sick. I know that my family will be very upset if I go. They would have a hard understanding why I would go to pray?
I could see is might cause some problems..
2- I am not working, they would might be upset that I would go, there. When I am sick and haven't been working.
3- I have gone on trips before and my family have not understood.
4- I want to be able to be honest with my mother and tell I am going. and for her to find out later
5 - there are still and few things prayers I need answered before I can go. If God wants me to Go he can do all things..
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I know if God calls then I must obey no question. I guess I just need to have that firm calling this from the Lord and not me. So I can say this is the Lords will. and I will trust with everything, even my family. I am not worried about my sickness, God has always given more grace when he calls to do something.
I am just asking for prayer that I will have that strong Yes. and I will have boldness to tell my mom I am going.
In His love
charlene
