I have been wondering about a question that has been bothering me for some time. I thought that maybe I could get some help from those of you who are older in the faith or from those that God has dealt with in this area.
I am sixteen, and I have been wondering what the best years of my life should be used for. I suppose that my youthfulness suggests that I should be out doing something of eternal value rather than doing those things that seem to have no eternal value (like spending a lot of time practicing the two instruments that I play or working on a degree or on education that I don't need. Please don't misunderstand me,I realize that schooling is important - but when you have a highschool degree, what's the use of wasting your time on further education when you could be reaching souls for Christ?) I do realize that God could use that further education to prepare you for what He has planned for you in the future. I have also recently noticed that Jesus didn't start His ministry until He was 30 - He wasn't "in the ministry" before then.
Another example that I have been thinking about recently is actually my own cousin, Charles. He started violin at age two and is an amazing violinist as you can imagine. In his younger teen years, he spent almost all of his time by himself practicing violin, studying, etc. Now, he is at the Cleveland Institute of Research and is being used of God to witness to the students and professors around him in a powerful way. So it raises the question - would God be using him in such a wonderful way to reach souls if he hadn't spent so much time in preparation?
Yet, I also am reminded of Amy Carmichael, who began ministering to the "shawlies" of London at as a young, unmarried, woman. She continued her work from there and never really did any more "preperatory" work as far as I know. Of course, God's plan is different for every person so maybe He has called different ones to more preparation - or to that of a different kind - than others.
I feel like I have just been rambling on, but hopefully I have gotten the point across correctly.
Thanks in advance for your responses,
Mikah
