Hi BVO...
Brother, my wife and I are praying for you and your family. I find it so interesting that after the Lord told the apostles to "Fear not" no one said, "But Lord..." It is a difficult thing to give lay our fear at the feet of the Lord. But isn't this what faith truly is? It is giving up the seen in preference to what is unseen. When the worst thing that can happen to us is death (and a graduation in which we can finally see the face of God), then why should we fear it? To live is Christ...but to die is gain!
Brother, I married my wife in March. Outside of my Lord, she is the most important thing to me. I understand the immense responsibility of providing for her (and if God allows, our future children). However, just like we should give our fear to God, we commit (and even pledge) the lives of our loved ones to the Lord. This is probably a little more difficult than pledging our own lives. But the end is always the same for believers. Christ Jesus has taken the sting out of death!
Here are a few verse for you, brother. Be encouraged that the Lord has His eye upon you and cares for you more than any sparrow!
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"Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye stedfast, unmoveable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labour is not in vain in the Lord."
[b]- I Corinthians 15:58[/b]
"Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you. Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist stedfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world. But the God of all grace, who hath called us unto his eternal glory by Christ Jesus, after that ye have suffered a while, make you perfect, stablish, strengthen, settle you."
[b]- I Peter 5:7-10[/b]
"Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat, or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than meat, and the body than raiment?
Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them.
Are ye not much better than they?
Which of you by taking thought can add one cubit unto his stature? And why take ye thought for raiment? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin: And yet I say unto you, That even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
Wherefore, if God so clothe the grass of the field, which to day is, and to morrow is cast into the oven, shall he not much more clothe you, O ye of little faith?
Therefore take no thought, saying, What shall we eat? or, What shall we drink? or, Wherewithal shall we be clothed? (For after all these things do the Gentiles seek:) for your heavenly Father knoweth that ye have need of all these things. But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.
Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof."
[b]- Matthew 6:25-34[/b]
"Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as he is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love."
[b]- I John 4:17-18[/b]
"For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.
The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God: And if children, then heirs; heirs of God, and joint-heirs with Christ; if so be that we suffer with him, that we may be also glorified together.
For I reckon that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. For the earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the manifestation of the sons of God."
[b]- Romans 8:15-19[/b]
Be encouraged!
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