please pray

I have few words at this time, it 3:45 am. I yet to go to sleep. My heart is very restless and heavy. a friend gave a video watch, Just pure saddness and mourning over the state of this land. has ever hit you so hard over the lost lives, those of babies and those sick. In injutic all over, hopeless and helpless if there was no God. broken and sad is my heart. I am hit hard with the fact of evil, but the grace of God. what can I do? but cry pray and hope in God to save and carry out his plans. PLease pray I will have no fear of death, not my life is at risk.my days are numbered. May God give me peace in the sorrow.

I am so greatful thank you.
charlene

Praying.

May our eyes be enlighten with the truth of our sleepless nights,
May our spirit soar on high, to catch that light,
May the fear that creeps our thoughts depart and see,
That our peace is of thee,
Pray, I will to see the strength that lies within,
Remembering, that with thee our spirit is free,

I am thankful for your prayers. Today started with a few testing. But the end I was worn out. Heart still remains heavy and a great need of prayer. When I got home to night I start cry Help lord, please help. I am so needy. Ineed what can I do a part from him. It is my cry my hearts desier that the cross will be capturing to me everyday. This cross is what is my center my life. I need His grace. I feel my heart just braking. discouragment so desire to steal my joy and veiw of the cross.

If God leads, please pray God will bring me back and I will die. I will have joy in the cross. please pray I will have encouragment, that God is with me. That is my joy and love my life. I just want to obey.

I am seeing again God useing braking to draw me again to pray. may he keep working

Thank you,
charlene

Thank you for praying.
Much was lifted today, I know the battle is far from over. After coming back from Ohio my heart was in such dis dress that I mourn for 2 months, it then took two more to get to normal thinking. I just couldn't write or think very well.I haven't been the same since, it seems once I got back I was hit and I wasn't ready. Flat on my face. Yet God has been carry and helping me along. Although my heart still longs for prayer. indeed I have been in a sprirtual battle but God help me to press on in prayer.

It again hit tonight, we are war. Is there rest at war? It as if I have heard the walls of america are burned down. What then I am I do? But weep and cry out for mercy. I needed His grace to see, so easy it was when I got to just live life, and not obey and truly pray for this nation. I must not wast my time, and indeed pray. Yet there is truth of reason, that says no you are sick weak, and busy and tride, and so on and on. What is really I can't I wont, so God please will you use someone else. What would will my prayer matter anyways. Indeed I walk away in dis trust.
May pride be stripped from me, there is no pity party, I can't do anything, but I can when Christ work through me.
I thought to tell God Here is my 2 weeks, can I get a new job, this was just isn't working.

my health and mind does make it, but I have God.

I beg you who read, please pray not just for me. But for our nation. Let be of little and of great action on our knees.

again I am thankful, I know I was ready today to edit all my post for prayer, and give up. But God humble me,

let us battle this together.
In Christ

God is with you, Charlene.
He will bring you through.
May He hold you, and give you His Peace.
God Bless you.
Nellie

Then was the king exceedingly glad for him, and commanded that they should take Daniel up out of the den. So Daniel was taken up out of the den, and no manner of hurt was found upon him, because he believed in his God. - Daniel 6:23

God Calling - A.J. Russell

"Keep your Spirit-Life calm and unruffled. Nothing else matters. Leave all to Me. This is your great task, to get calm in My Presence, not to let one ruffled feeling stay for one moment. Years of blessing may be checked in one moment by that.

No matter who frets you or what, yours is the task to stop all else until absolute calm comes. Any block means My Power diverted into other channels.

Pour forth--pour forth--pour forth--I cannot bless a life that does not act as a channel. My Spirit brooks no stagnation, not even rest. Its Power must flow on. Pass on everything, every blessing. Abide in Me.

See how many you can bless each day. Dwell much in My Presence."

You are in my prayers.

thank you tj for praying for me.
and thanks awa40-2,
may eyes truly be open to the truth, if sleepless night, then may be for his glory.
yes may fear quickly go. may i fear God alone.
thank you, i truly in great need of wisdom and
peace form christ. I feel in such a great need for God to help me. This last week, I have let fear and my abity. but with christ we have power. may God rise us up to stand and kneel and pray. again thank, I am very thankful.
any time, my heart becomes heavy it wips out my health, I know this God knows what is best.
in christ

heart song,
thank you for your encouraging words. it was a delight to my heart.

may God bring into his great presence, what delight there is with him.
may God help us. may he help to learn to be in his presence.

in Christ

Being, myself, at what i feel is the latter stages of a great valley in my life, I think charlene that you will agree with one of the things I have learned. Without our church brothers and sisters to help us through, how could we go on. It appears you are reaching out and in this online ministry, finding some support. Being able to reach out to brothers and sisters around me has helped me very much in the past few months. Without my local church, I don't know if I would have made it through. I encourage you to stay in fellowship, and as the time grows closer to the end, "forsake not the assembling together of believers."

God bless!

MattChenier,
I fully agree the local Church is so important and greaty needed. I am in a good Church right now. Although the fellowhip is often hard, because I live really far from most of the people who go there. and I have no car. But in that it make the visit even sweeter. There is a since of desire and willing to pay the cost to see others. There is since encouragement when we reach out to others. I think it because we are not thinking of self but others. God the greatest love is one who is willing to die for someone else.

Lesson learened, There is great joy in being fellowship, but more so to serve and love them.
I know my God has a good reason for these trails. How sweet it is when he bring us through the fire, that more of us may burned away. Glory to Him...Indeed we need each other. sadly lots in america are of fellowship and don't how we are live in this family mind set..

Thanks again for your prayers....

In Christ great love
charlene

The last few fews I taken a bus every other saturday to go to Church to pray on sturday. THe frist God put on my heart to go, I wanted to go, yet I dodn't. My reason was this. 1)It will take to long, a hour there on the bus and a hour home and hour there. 2) I will be the only one there, what it the piont, of going and praying alone. although I have done it many times, 3) My lack of faith, will God really use this time? can God work through just one person? Even with all my reasoning, God said Go!. SO I went go to share with some on the way. When I got there, God did work in my heart, to what a fool I was. Of course time in prayer is ever wasted. He also showed, that he desire a heart that is willing to pay the cost to pray, and not just do when it is easy. I know that I have fallen in that these last few months.

But what do you do when there is no prayer meeting? Do we give up what do we do? God has maybe it clear we are not to give, but seek to pray with others even more. Even if just one on one.

SO with the local Church, may God move us as a praying people in our own Churchs..

May we pray that God bring humble hearts who will be willing to give something to take time to pray.

May God move us to reach out to others and pray with them

May show us where we have said we are too busy to pray with others

May God move in us to have a desire to pray with others, and be real and honest in our prayers with others

May God brake our show of prayer, but sweet and honest heart crys

there are many reason why don't have time to pray, but we need God. That is our greatest need.

Lets keep praying for our Churchs and for all those who have no prayer meeting DON"T give up. Wait pray and seek God.

In Christ