But then I feel torn. Where is it now, Lord?
Psalms 62:11 God hath spoken once; twice have I heard this; that power belongeth unto God.
It's the same place it's always been. With God. And He hasn't changed.
Why don't we see many today with this power? Because I'm afraid that we're unwilling to PAY the PRICE that these men of old paid.
I read about Wigglesworth, where he fasted (from food) and prayed on his face for 10 days straight, claiming the gift of the Holy Ghost by faith. And another time when he did the same for 7 days straight. How many of us have ever done that for the gift of God's Spirit? And this is just the beginning of the price that man paid to get the power with God that he got.
There's one way to the POWER of the RESURRECTION, and that is ONLY through the CROSS. You have to fall into the ground and die before you can bring forth lasting eternal fruit. It's a heavy price to pay, and there's no way around it. It means that one must EMBRACE as a way of life the SUFFERINGS of Christ, as Paul did, and die daily, truly, and I mean truly. And through this God will baptize one in anguish and with the burdens of His heart. Why did Wigglesworth pray with such compassion for the sick? Because He shared the heart of Jesus.
I once heard a man who fellowshipped with a man that knew Wigglesworth. He said that when he went out to eat with Wigglesworth, and what struck him was not the power he had. Wigglesworth didn't talk about any miracles. You know what he talked about? He burst into tears at the dinner table and began to speak about LOST SOULS who need JESUS. This preacher guy later tells others saying, "Everybody talks about the miracles this guy did, but nobody realizes the pain and agony he goes through under the heart of God and the compassion he has for the lost". Saying that his miracles doesn't come close to touching his love and compassion, in comparison.
I hear about brothers in back jungles reaching unreached tribes for the Gospel who plant 300, 400, 500, even 600 or more churches. Signs and wonders follow them. People get healed. Insane get delivered and made whole. Even the dead are raised. But no one knows their names... except God, and all the demons in Hell. "Jesus I know, and Paul I know..."
Are we willing to pay the price of suffering and living a lifestyle of martyrdom in order that our names may be known in Hell?
I read another story of Wigglesworth where he walked into a room to deliever a girl. Two men were holding her down as the demons manifested and threw a rage. The demons popped up and looked at Wigglesworth and said, "We know who you are. You don't have enough power to cast us out". Wigglesworth replied, "Youre right, I don't. But Jesus does! And greater is He that is in me than he that's in the world! Come out!" And seven devils came out of her, throwing up and giving their names as they shreiked out.
Again, is our names known in Hell? If not, we need to get back to the Cross. That's where it all starts. And that's where God's power leads to. Let us not idolize MEN, but let us look to God, to Jesus Christ, for He is the same today as always, and men are but unprofitable servants, unworhty slaves, and are only made something when Christ is that something Who works through them as they empty themselves.