I did forget one thing.
I do have one HUGE burden on my heart. It's not very "sermonindex-ish" but it really hurts.
The main thing I want to do this Summer is love. As in, madly love the Lord and madly love on people.
I've listened to a lot of sermons and have read a lot of opinions about the church being filled with ''unconverted believers'' and how we don't love the Lord...and we're not consumed with the Lord...and how we are pretty much punks in the pews.
That's cool.
I've seen it called out...now I just want to be a part of the solution. I live in a community of believers where it is much like the early church. No one is without need, no one is possessive of what he/she owns. We love each other....seriously LOVE each other. We have community. It breaks my heart when I go to churches and see no love, no community. They don't need someone to deliever a sermon and say, "You don't love each other, you don't have community" ....they just need someone to go love on them and SHOW how to have community. (within Christ Jesus)
Community doesn't come from a book. or Love. It comes from seeing it done to you and you passing it on to someone else.
I don't know....that's really been eating on my heart for a while. I just want to go love people. Not because I know how to love. Just because the Lord has shown me love and community. I just want to take what's been done to me and pass it on this Summer.
It doesn't sound all whitefield or wesleyish...but that's it.
-DO