I read this yesterday by a Brian Johnson. (I hope he doesn't mind me posting it here :) Thank you Brian, wherever you are!--------------------------One night I was seeking God. I drive trucks, and was halfway between Melbourne and Sydney. I really love those long trips in the truck. I get a chance to be on my own with the Lord for many hours while driving. I listen to tapes, pray and sing to Him, or just fellowship and enjoy being a Christian. This particular trip I so much wanted to hear his voice. I knew that He wanted to speak to me far more than I want to hear, so I made a decision. I would not try and generate any voice within; I would not listen to my head. I would just wait on Him. I had stopped at a Roadhouse (all night truck stop) and it was about 10 pm. After eating, I was walking back to the truck looking forward to listening to another tape. It was a beautiful night. I looked up at the clear sky. In the middle of the Australian bush the stars are so amazingly bright. I just stood there for a minute and stared. Wow! Amongst all those stars one stood out above the rest, and it caught my attention. Immediately I sensed a voice say, "Why does that star stand out to you"? I thought, "Here we go, Brian's talking to himself again".Then I remembered what I decided to do, just wait on God. So I thought, "No, I'm going to go with this thought and see what happens, the question still fresh in my mind, "Why does that star stand out to you? "Because it's the brightest, I guess". The answer is so obvious, I thought, that it doesn't need answering. I jumped in my truck and took off down the highway towards Melbourne. I looked out the window and up at the stars again, catching a glimpse of the brightest star almost immediately. Then a voice in my heart said, "Do you know, it isn't even a star"Then I remembered, the brightest star in the southern sky is not a star at all, but the planet Venus!! I was awe struck! Jesus spoke so clearly: - "Do you know why it is the brightest? Because it is the closet to the sun". All of a sudden it was so clear. Amongst the billions of stars in the night sky, the one that stood out to me the most was the star that had no light source of it's own. It only reflected the light of another. All the stars in the sky had their own light source. But not the brightest one. Its light source was only a reflection of the sun it was close to. The one with no light was the brightest!! Then God spoke to me again, so personally "That's what I want you to be, Brian. I don't want you to try and shine for me. I just want you to draw close to me, and in so doing you will reflect my light. You will stand out amongst the billions of people. Not because you shine. But because you are always close to me and you reflect my life". I started to cry. I realized, as did John the Baptist, that I must decrease, so He can increase. I sometimes think that I have to do all the work. I think of so many great ideas that will benefit the kingdom so much. But none of it will benefit Him, or the world He loves. The greatest thing I can do is just believe Him, and rest, waiting for His fruit to come, for His light to shine. I said, "Lord, I couldn't do it. But if you will do it, that's what I want too". "In him was life; and the life was the light of men. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not".Jn 1:4-5 ------------------------AMEN!!! :-)
