[i]All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to our own way, and the LORD has laid on Him the iniquity of us all.[/i]
Sheep are not necessarily by nature seditious, somewhat hard headed, easily deceived, very subject to predators, and so on; but they are very herd oriented, should a member of the herd decide to go this way then more than likely the rest will follow, never would a sheep take into consideration that it was a bad move. Self preservation among sheep generally follows the line that wherever the herd goes, we all go, there‘s probably safety in numbers. Except in the respect of a young lamb full of energy, it may well run from the shepherd and wander away just out of carelessness and curiosity; that is the lamb you see in pictures upon the shepherd’s shoulders: the one who ends up with the shepherd breaking it’s leg so he can carry it around and let the leg heal, all the while the lamb is learning to depend on and trust the shepherd.
Yet, in reality we are ever struggling even as Christians against being: each one turned to [i][b]our own way[/b][/i]. Before the work of Christ in a heart, before the piercing of His love wounds our self, before the comprehension at all regarding the payment which was required for my redemption; all that there was within that unregenerate life was [i]our own way[/i]. There was not one time that, even when the recognition that there was a God and He had created a beautiful world, and perhaps “cared for my soul”, did I ever cease to go my own way. No one, within the churches that I attended as a child, ever explained to me that being born again would mean that one would no longer walk ‘your own way‘, rather the charge to keep would then be in learning to walk God’s way.
(I wished that someone had explained that to me in my youth, instead of simply telling me over and over that I needed to simply “ask for forgiveness”, when as a child I would ask why I had such struggles with sin and my conscience, why I was constantly being defeated by what I was later to find out, was very much ‘my own way‘.)
All to often today, church attenders, and those who name themselves Christians: along the horizon of modern evangelisms products, are those that desire to enhance their [i]own way[/i] with a Savior. Someone who would help their imperfect lives to stand under the banner of “forgiven“, that the sensation of guilt would find abatement, they could then not worry regarding the residing in heaven or hell, and someone who would care for them with at least equal measure as they do themselves . The Comforter is seen as a great means: should anyone ever need Him, He’ll be there to make you better when your down and out and help you on your way of being a better you... in the scope of all the misunderstandings regarding the Holy Spirit in this day and age, it is probably far more than one paragraph can describe!
The cross has all to often become an icon instead of a reality. More often merely to be considered once in a while, usually at Easter and Communion Sundays (for the 10 minutes it took to reflect on the bread and wine... maybe).
[i]If any man will come after Me, let him deny himself, take up his cross daily, and follow Me.[/i] How often have we sang:[i]On a hill far away, stood an old rugged cross, the emblem of suffering and shame; and I love that old cross, where the dearest and best, for a world of lost sinners was slain...[/i] Please consider this part of the 4th verse and think about what it is saying. [i]To the old rugged cross I will ever be true, its shame and reproach gladly bear... [/i] Search our hearts and see if truly our ‘shame and reproach‘ is that which comes from the cross of Christ and not our own idiosyncrasies, if we even have a place in our hearts for Christ’s ’shame and reproach’. [i] So I’ll cherish the old rugged cross, till my trophies at last I lay down I will cling to the old rugged cross, and exchange it some day for a crown.[/i]
This cross is not covered with gold, or finely planed to smooth; Christ’s cross is one bloody place, rough and difficult, fraught with pain and sorrow; with death to self; the ugliness and the weight of sin laid upon this innocent Son of God; the judgment for our sins upon Him who knew no sin. This cross is a place whereby we surrender all, not cling fast to our own life.
Far to easy as humans we can seek to [i]save our own life[/i], to choose to keep our own way. The cross will interfere with what I want my life to look like, the things I want to obtain or attain to; and the choice of having ‘my way’ and basically be in control of what my life consists of, or to take up my cross and surrender what I would choose, and instead go in such a way that to glorify God is the all important direction.
The Lamb of God, for whom it was predestined that He should [b]be[/be] the sacrifice since the foundations of the world, came to this dusty, sin-sick world and walked these roads, healed these people, slept in the boat, even fed them food in the wilderness; and showed us telling us in so many ways and again, [i]because I seek not Mine own will, but the will of the Father which has sent Me.[/i] [i]...I speak to the world those things which I heard from Him. They understood not that He spoke to them of the Father. Then said Jesus unto them, [b]‘When ye have lifted up the Son of Man, then shall ye know that I am He, and that I do nothing of Myself; but as My Father has taught Me, I speak these things.’[/i][/b]
This, the Son of Man, born of a woman, and born of the Holy Spirit-...[i]therefore also that holy thing which shall be born of thee shall be called the Son of God[/i], who chose not to do His own will. This, the heavenly brought down to the earth, who become a part of the earthly, who [i]..made of Himself no reputation, and took upon Him the form of a servant, and was made in the likeness of men; and being found in the fashion of a man, [b]He humbled Himself, and became obedient unto death, even the death on the cross.[/b][/i]
Oh the goodness and the wisdom of God, oh the depth of the love I find in that life of Christ! In that cross, what we find there will never cease to teach us about the character, the love and the sovereignty of God, every time we consider these things!
Oh, the wonder! Oh, the love of God which reaches deeper than any “sin stain”, that extends out to generations yet to be born; that calls to the poor and the wealthy, the intellectual and the stupid, the achiever and the ignoble, the owner and the employee on the same level ground. It is that which encompasses the entire world knowing no cultural boundaries, neither takes the side of kin of persons; and that which draws us with cords of love to the heights of heaven. This love was not just some strong emotion that lacked expression, this was the ultimate gift of love towards a self centered, disobedient, prideful, soul drifting on its way happily (or even unknowingly) towards hell! This is the love that bridged the gap between what could never happen with humankind and what is possible through God!
And I, if I be lifted up I will draw all men unto Me. He spoke this signifying what death He should die. John 12