Welcome bfrwhmistand...
Thank you for your introduction! I have always been attracted to messages that stir something deep within my soul. Yes, I love to learn truth. However, I have been to so many churches where pastors and teachers merely explain things that they already assume to be true (usually because they learned it as a Bible school or by listening to their favorite teacher).
When I was a teenager, I realized that I was different from other teens. They were going to the youth group, listening to their favorite christian music and attracted to many of the popular preachers of the day. They either wanted to be a "God-chaser," "world-changer," etc... They did all of the right things...but seemed that they could "turn on" and "turn off" their faith in a heartbeat. They talked about Christ in Church or in youth, but it was seldom discussed in our everyday lives.
Me? I was attracted to the messages of men like Leonard Ravenhill, David Wilkerson, Paris Reidhead and A. W. Tozer. Why did I like them? It wasn't because I was learning something "deep" from their messages. Rather, I found that their messages exposed the same sort of hunger for the things of God that I knew firsthand. I wanted to talk about the Lord everywhere I went. As a result, some of the youth (and even the youth pastor) thought that I had been badly affected by men like Ravenhill. For some reason, they found their teachings to be "judgmental" (even though I disagreed, and was a very gentle and patient with word and deed). I found it all very strange.
The resources found on this website are truly an oasis in a desert of this world! These messages convict, inspire and challenge. They seem vent on introducing Christ for who He is...and helping us hunger to be like Him. In addition, it is a blessing to associate with the other believers who frequent this website. While we might not always agree on every last dot and tittle of doctrine, it is encouraging to meet and fellowship with brethren who are so eager to know the Lord as much as I do!
Welcome to the forums, dear brother! I pray that you can make as good use of these resources as they have been in my life.
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