Dear brothers and sisters,
Lately, I have felt increasingly pressed to broaden my scope of prayer. In this regard, I am seeking, with God's help, to move from the very personal and insular to include the various ones God has clearly brought into my life for my intercession, as well as beyond.
I have been impressed to realize that my prayer life is very scattered. I do not pray regularly or consistently, and I want this to change.
Therefore, I have begun a short list of those for whom I feel constrained to pray, with the intention that I would bear these ones in regular prayer indefinitely. The Lord has touched me that it is for this very reason that these ones were brought into my life, and then implanted into my memory.
My struggle in this is - how do I reconcile the realization of this need when it comes to persons with whom I have no regular contact, and whose actual situation is unknown to me?
For example (and this is just one example), I feel strongly to pray in an ongoing way for a student I had in 2003 and 2004, from a Communist country, to whom I preached the Gospel. Now, I do not know where this young man is, whether he is even dead or alive, whether he is saved or unsaved, or what he is doing. How do I pray? How do I keep praying? What do I actually pray?
Another example, I had a close friend when I was a teenager who was several years older than me. This brother was very instrumental in leading me on to a closer walk with the Lord. Later, I learned that he backslid, fell into a sinful way, and went in and out of practical fellowship with other believers. Today, I know nothing of his situation, how he is, or what he is doing. How do I pray?
Thank you so much for any help offered. I am very much in need of advice and counsel as I endeavor to keep this charge.
Yours,
DanielJ
