Deeper Experiences of Famous Christians By James Gilchrist Lawson
Here's a taste of a testimony
A.B. Earle. (Earle was a prominent minister during the 1870s). It has been said that 150,000 people claimed conversion during meetings where he’d preached. A leading religious paper of his time said, “…his preaching was not eloquent. His delivery was not beyond the average. His voice had no special power. His rhetoric was often at fault, and sometimes even his grammar. Truly the enticing words of man’s wisdom were wanting in his case.”
Yet when someone heard him preach, they would exclaim, “The first time I heard him I came away in wonder as to wherein his unusual gospel power lay; but as I listened to him again and again, I could not help realizing how the congregation, and my own soul with them, were held by the power of God. When he preached on the value of a human soul, I do not remember a single thought or illustration that was new to me; and yet I came away overwhelmed in this realization of the infinite preciousness of each child of Adam, and found myself as I awoke the next morning, weeping in sorrow and anxiety for lost sinners. That day there were, I trust, two souls given to me in private conversations.”
“Earle began preaching in 1830, at age 18, but his greatest success was after his own Christian experience deepened. It was then that he’d begun to “feel an inexpressible hungering and longing for the fullness of Christ’s love.” Earle recalled, “I loved the work of the ministry, but had long felt an inward unrest, a void in my soul that was not filled. Seasons of great joy would be followed by seasons of darkness and doubt. If I had peace, I feared it would not continue; and it did not.” Earle thought that he was destined to live an existence such as Paul described in Romans 7:24, “O wretched man that I am! Who shall deliver me from the body of this death?” Earle said, “In this state I was exposed to severe temptations and attacks of the enemy. I made strong repeated resolutions that I would be faithful, but could not keep them. Then I sought and found forgiveness again, and was happy, and said, ‘ Oh, that I could always enjoy such peace!’ But it was soon disturbed by some word, or act, or heart-wandering.” This went on for years in Earle’s life. His happiness often wavered in his walk with God. “Sometimes doubting and fearing, and sometimes resting” was how Earle felt. He wanted an “uninterrupted rest and peace.” Finally, he bought a blank book and wrote out a dedication. “This day I make a new consecration of my all to Christ. Jesus, I now forever give myself to Thee; my soul to be washed in Thy blood and saved in heaven at last; my whole body to be used for Thy glory; my mouth to speak for Thee at all times; my eyes to weep over lost sinners, or to be used for any purpose to Thy glory; my feet to carry me where Thou shalt wish me to go; my heart to be burdened for souls, or used for Thee anywhere; my intellect to be employed at all times for Thy cause and glory. I give to Thee my wife, my children, my property, all I have, and all that shall ever be mine. I will obey Thee in every known duty.”
After this dedication, A.B. Earle asked God to help him carry out his vow. He assumed his sincere vow to God would generate blessings beyond what his heart could contain. He was mistaken. It was at that point that he “came nearer to Christ. But as clearer light began to shine into” his heart, he “saw more of its vileness.” Earle realized there were things in his life, such as “pride, envy, self-will and a great deal of unbelief,” that needed to be cast down in order to strengthen his love for Christ. His constant prayer remained, “Be thorough with me, Jesus, be thorough.” After laying his carnality at the altar, Earle received what he wanted. While praying alone in a room, Earle felt a sudden, sweet, heavenly peace fill his soul.