Need prayers... Please

Hello all,

I've been following this site for quite a while (known it since almost a year) and only now I register to ask for prayer.

[b]I need help.[/b] I'm a 19 years old man and grew up in a Christian family. Just two years ago I realized that I was a false convert, by God's grace I met strong believers who truly love God. At that time God graciously gave me the strength to overcome my past problems and sinful nature. However, as time passed I was deeply hurt by some of my dear brothers and sisters, thus I fell behind.

My addictions and evil actions returned and I realized again that I was not OK. My heart is really messed up. Two months ago I was really struck by a message my pastor preached. I aknowledged that I wasn't where I was supposed to be and repented.

I talked with my pastor about my strugglings and mainly my pornography addiction and prideful/angry attitude that I uncousciously accumulated. Since then he's been my "accountability partner" but it's not working... I need more prayer.

I am being attacked left and right, and reading the Bible becomes tough. Every single time Satan uses circumstances to psychologically play with my mind, pierce my emotions, create problems at work and ultimately strike me with pornography. Always the same method, and I fail at all times. I'm tired of asking God for forgiveness since it is so common that I think that I'm fooling with God's promises and Jesus's sacrifice. Unfortunately, I'm writing this under such circumstance.

Please, I don't know you, but I do ask for prayers. [b]Please pray for [i]God to operate in me and do [u]whatever it takes[/u] for me to break through the chains and be pleasing to Him.[/i][/b]

Thank you!
mnp

Praying.

Hi mnp...

I am praying for you. The Lord sees you and knows you better than you know yourself. Be encouraged that he understands your weaknesses...and provides a way of escape from them.

Again, I will be praying for you.

Matthew 11:28-30

Praying for you.

Be comforted that you recognize you have a problem. If you did not see anything wrong with your actions, it probably would be too late. God is at this minute working in you, let that give you courage and comfort.