I know this a weird question, and scripture must always back up things we experience. I just thought I'd share a little of how I 'subjectively' sense God's inner working.
When I believed on Jesus, I literally 'felt' something come into me. It was strange, almost like 'goosebumps' but on the inside. From my head to my toes I just felt this immediately after doing the sinner's prayer with my Dad. At first it really scared me. I really didn't experience that again until 10 years later when I redidicated my life to God at the ripe old age of 17. I just prayed that if I felt that feeling again, then I'd follow God with my whole heart, I prayed through the sinners prayer again and for the 2nd time there it was, from head to toe from the inside of me was just God's presence. Now I was on FIRE for God and soaked up his word, and for years continued in that same way of sensing God inside of me. It's just very real, and I would never mistake it as anything else but him.
So after years of being in the word and still on occasion struggling with sin I still sense him in the same way, albeit it seems less often and less intense - however still inside me and often noticable.
I guess I'm wondering, am I the only one who feels this? Am I basing way too much on 'holy ghost goosebumps' (just a phrase I made up)
I also have many other experiences with him as well. Once with a friend all of a sudden the spirit just came on me so hard that I just started to speak, but it wasn't me - it was like I sounded possesed by God, I couldn't explain it and the words just kept coming out of my mouth over and over, it was a crazy night to say the least.
Other than that, a friend of mine a few years after being saved showed me about speaking in tongues and I prayed for God to give me that gift and he did, so I try to do that almost everyday.
Once too I was at times square church and I went up to Neil Rhodes on a Friday night service and when he held my hands to pray for me I felt this intense 'electricity' feeling go into my hands and up my arms. It also freaked me out.
One time at times square church when Pastor Dave was speaking 'Satan seaks to devour you' I felt the 'goosebumps' (for lack of a better word) the entire time he was speaking, and then at the end it eased off and went away, but it left me floored.
I really am just wondering, am I alone with this? Or does everyone else experience God this way and just calls it the 'annointing' and that's just being a christian.
I've never shared this with anyone before either, but I feel safe sharing it on this board.
Also, I just am reminded when I first got saved I felt the 'goosebumps' on my tongue one night when I kept praying over and over 'Make me a messenger' as a newbie believer.
Anyway - I don't want to replace experience with the truth of God's word at all, but was wondering how the spirit works in others.
