I hope you will forgive the length of this post…but felt led to share some things with youBrother JeffI think I see what you are saying here. I am not quoting this to refer to any particular leader, but just to bring out one point of view:Mathew11:12From the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and violent men take it by force. That is to say that from the time of John the Baptist we have been at war but the bigger picture is one, which you know well brothers and it is almost facetious to quote this:Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.David Ravenhill has a “must hear” sermon on spiritual warfare. He alluded to the fact that we are not fighting some town clerk, mayor, prince, or king, but that the forces of spiritual darkness will exert their influence on all those who are not in the light. On the question of fighting, if we fight against the vessel through which evil flows we are by no means affecting the evil, we must aim our efforts directly at the source, which is spiritual. We have been given authority and power over ALL the works of darkness, but whether we exercise this power entirely in our hands.The works of evil here in the west are usually more subtle, possibly, because if they were more obvious it would awaken the great sleeping giant, the Church. There are literally more Christians in the west then anywhere else in the world. It is my opinion that the strategy is different here than it was back home in Africa, especially around the area where there were few Christians.I have a multitude of stories I could tell you; stories of people being physically brutalized and stoned by unseen forces. People being lifted and thrown across rooms, stories of great spiritual darkness and strongholds, where whole heard of livestock disappear and human beings are lost forever; stories of mountains, which, when you point at them, a great curse falls upon you. The list is almost endless.When I came here when of the things that struck me was how subtle the evil was here, but it is still just as powerful if not more powerful and just as binding. It appeals more to the “free will”. I myself was bound by these powers of wickedness when I fell into the pornography trap. Spiritual evil stirred up the sinful nature, which was in me already. I gradually became desensitized to the light to the point where I could be listening to a sermon and at the same time be deep in pornography….On the surface I was fine, attending church, going to bible studies and prayer meetings, quoting scriptures, posting replies on the forum, listening only to church music; fasting for as much as three days in a row, studying the bible, praying, singing hymns; making plans to go to seminary school. All of it was useless. I was still leaning on my own strength. The outside activities could never change my heart. It did occur to me at some point and I was convicted of my sin by the grace of God. I exchanged some PMs with brother Rahman and they began me on my road to spiritual enlightenment. Moreover, would begin to cry when I was praying and I was compelled to stop because of my guilt. I would feel like crying at almost any church sermon. In addition, I was moved to confess my sins before the church and I broke down and cried. Still I was the same man, being entangled and constantly trapped. I decided to stop the charade, I was not reading my bible anymore nor praying nor singing nor any other thing…I was well aware that I was not filled with the spirit because of the sermons I hear on this site and the testimonies of those who where filled with the spirit…including my mother, who had been praying for me for a long time, and feeling a great force when praying for me. She arrived in America from to visit my sister and me and when she came to my house, her righteousness reflected on my corruption. She prayed for me with great fever, groaning and with tongues and laid hand on me, needles to say…I was still unchanged!It did awaken me to the problem in my life…a distinct lack of God. My frailty was all too clear and my lack of power was never more obvious. When she returned again we had a long spiritual discussion about the state of the church and the like and my desire to go to seminary, when no clear conclusion could be reached we decided to sing some hymns and pray…I began to pray and I felt the Spirit come upon me. I was convicted and broken down to the ground and left shivering. When I got up I felt peace for the first time and I sang out to the Lord Jesus. I was no longer a slave and moreover I started to realize how trapped I truly was, and to feel a real anguish for the church. For now this story must end with an exhortation and a reminder to anyone who can relate, that God is no respecter of persons, if he did it for me, he can do it for you.Yours in ChristJames