Since becoming Christian, I have always wanted to serve on missions overseas. But there are many right here in my own home town that need to hear the Gospel and need my God given abilities, so I never pursued any overseas missions. You see, I know God is real, and I am beyond having faith to having knowledge, just for the simple facts of the many, many changes done within me by the Holy Spirit. At this moment in my life, I am out of work and have no money, but there are lots of jobs here in the Washington DC area where I live. And I am highly skilled and have over 10 years of advance and general office experience, and I am willing to work and do anything like cleaning toilets or working at a fast food restaurant, and I do clean restrooms once a week for extra money, so I am willing and able to do anything, and there are 1000’s of jobs within a 10 mile radius of where I live, but I cannot get one.
I know God is real and in my life, but he has not opened any doors to any of these jobs. And even those that I have applied to or even some how got an interview for, I am so over qualified for the position, they will not hire me, even though I am willing to take the lowliest position or lowest paying job, but I cannot get anything. I have prayed to God, and told Him I am willing to do anything and step out in faith, and from my experience and also from reading Brother Andrew’s (Legendary Missionary) explanation of how to be ready, is to move forward like a big ship with the sails open and God will send His winds to direct you in the path that He wants me to go, which leads me to your door step at the moment.
Thankfully, I still have the peace (THANK GOD) that can only be given and truly obtained by the Holy Spirit. I also know that is better to praise God when things are at there worst, than when they are at there best, that the greater the affliction on the believer, the greater the Glory that God receives. I know that the believer can in the spirit of true resignation pray, “Send me what thou wilt, my God, so long as it comes from thee; never came there an ill portion from thy table to any of thy children.”
So if you know of an opportunity to serve on a mission or anything where no passport is required nor is money necessary from me, please let me know. More background on me, I am truly born again, a constant volunteer, I can never say no to someone in need nor to volunteer requests, I do some street preaching, but I am better at apologetics, and I am a hard worker (working to please God and not man), and indwelled with the mighty power of the Holy Spirit. Please note that I strongly believe in the ministry of the Holy Spirit, and know that it is a mandatory requirement for conviction of sin before believing in Christ as the sinners one and only Savior, and in addition to the Holy Spirit being required for becoming born again, and that the Holy Spirit is required for continued experiential sanctification; however I do not believe in speaking in angelic tongues nor speaking in any language that cannot be understood by at least one unbeliever.
