I hope I'm not bothering you guys with all my posts...but I need some help with something else because I'm a bit scared...in an effort to get my beliefs in God and Christ back on solid ground, and to battle my doubts, I stumbled across the whole biblical numbers/code thing...at first I thought it would be something that can bolster my faith in the true God...however, I realized it isn't like that at all...Now I fear I won't even be able to read the Bible without thinking "is there some sort of hidden code beneath all these words that reveals the actual truth?" What have I done to myself? I feel like my mind and my thoughts have been poisoned and in my search for God I feel farther than when I started...Please, please help my weak mind to refute this stuff...any words? I would much appreciate it
