"The gospel is NOT about personal feelings towards someone's sin; yours or mine; pro or con." - Lysa
Hi everyone.
Not too long ago during the morning ride to work I opened up the Bible and it fell open to the story of Jonah. For some time now I've come back to the book of Jonah every once in a while because/and it has spoken to me about some things in my own relationship to God.
But this time in particular something really stood out to me that I hadn't noticed before.
Up to this point I had caught on that Jonah had fled from the prescence of God, and that, this was so, at least in part, because there was a point of disagreement between him and God - God wanted to extend mercy to the Assyrians, the enemies of the Israelites, and Jonah appearantly did not.
And like I said, this had been speaking to me about my own relationship to God, but this time I noticed something more. It has to do with this question that God asks Jonah in chapter 4 verse 4, saying to him,
"Doest thou well to be angry?"
I've learned enough in reading and studying the Bible to know that when God asks a question in the scriptures, it's important, something to take note of. Certainly God does not ask anyone questions in order to discover the answer!
Adam where are you?
Moses, what is that in your hand? and Who has made man's mouth?
Balaam, what men are these with you?
Peter, do you love me?
And this question that God asks Jonah really stood out to me. It struck me.
Jonah had just before this said something that, at least on the surface, sounds really pious. He says he wants to die. As if to say, God, if you're not going to destroy these wicked people, than I don't want to live anymore. Well, that sounds pious doesn't it? I mean, isn't Jonah righteous in hating the wickedness of the Asyrians and wanting to see them destroyed?
I remember hearing a man on the radio talk about this story and describing how the Asyrians were such a vicous and cruel people. How they would stack the skulls of those they conquored into huge piles. I don't know if that was true or not, I never checked into it. But I think it could be possible(Deut 28:49-50).
So, isn't Jonah at least righteous, in his indignation?
Well, the Lord asks him,
"Doest thou well to be angry?"
And that question speaks to me. I think it speaks to us doesn't it? About considering our motives in what we do, or even in how we feel?
Are we really just in what we are doing? When it comes to our motives and our heart?
If we are angry about sin around us, is it something that is genuinely coming from God? Or are we really angry because others are enjoying the pleasures of sin for a season, and we can not. And their flagrance about it is a greif to us because they are a constant temptation or annoyance, even because of something not pure in our selves?
Or if we want to tell others to repent. Is it because God has sent us to do so? Or are we using it as a way to politely and religously, tell people off?
Is our grief about the condition of God's Church because we love it so much? Or are we angry with the people of it, and desire to use rebuke and critisim as a whiping post?
God must know why any of us do what we do. And we beleive that He is longsuffering and patient with us.
But I think it is worth considering anyway, this question, about being angry. Without a doubt it is a good question for me.
If God could ask Jonah. I'm sure He could ask you and me.
