This very well may be a subject that will bring about some interesting conversation.Every once and awhile and recently I have been struck by the thoughts that just precede their particular 'revelation' if you will. In other words 'coincidences' in the secular way of looking at things, in Christian parlance..I will let you be the judge.What I am attempting to flesh out here is the how, what, why, who of the Holy Spirit working in a believer. Keeping in mind the basics of what scripture tells us as far as testing all things, keeping a proper balance without jumping to conclusions, falling into the pit of unbelief or just riding the comfy middle road under the guise of 'balance'. I know that sounds like acontradiction, and it is. Proper balance soundslike something to hide behind.Experience's in a believers life.To quote Lilly Tomlin "Why is it that when we speak to God we are said to be praying, but when God speaks to us we are said to be schizophrenic?"Going back to where I started, I find the following in recent days:I had been pondering the idea of a 'convention' for the members of this site, how great it would be to gather all of us together in one setting somewhere...Yesterday Zapthycat: I wonder what would/could happen if this site had some sort of a "convention" or prayer meeting somehowAll these interesting ties in regards to Ravenhill's "Why Revival Tarries"/ Tozers "Pursuit of God" (which I am reading concurrently, and I will shut up about it for now!)A couple of day's ago I was pondering the saying "Being so Heavenly minded, they are no earthly good" and how really that it is a ridiculous quote amongst other things.Yesterday reading WRT/Ravenhill "Someone now warns us lest we become so heavenly minded that we are of no earthly use. Brother, this generation of believers is not, by and large, suffering from such a complex!" Exactly!Just a couple of small examples. What about the way you can be seemingly led along certain paths of scripture for a 'season'? For instance you are camped on Gal 5 and you flip on the radio only to hear preaching on the same topic or a discussion with a fellow believer finds you both in the same topic?The Holy Spirit?Surely some things are sown together in bit's and pieces, I may have picked up a piece here and there and not noticed them until now, since they were hidden in the subconscious. Does this all sound 'mystical'? Or is 'mystical' just a convenient code word to hide behind? Why is it that we can be so reluctant to share our experiences if we do believe in the leading of the Holy Spirit? Partly to blame is the abuses of some that keeps are guard up,* and after some of the nonsense I was expossed to early on I fell into a critical/legalistic train of thought for quite awhile. But life is to short to just 'pretend' so I bring out these things in all their nakedness for the public to view. What are your experiences? How do you see the Holy Spirit working in your life?How do you process the thoughts that come through your mind?What about the enemy of our souls, have you been badgered by him?What of trials and testing?Lastly, I want to state that I have been through some travail, some anguish of spirit, the breaking process, purging of the dross. At times I could only just groan, given a taste of how sinful sin is inwarly and outwardly. I highly doubt it is on the level of some of the great men of the past or what Paul went through, nor do I believe I have 'arrived' by any strech of the imagination. For the most part I would say that it would be a 90/10 split, the 90 being that heaviness and the 10 joy, peace. Spurgeon had a great quote that I can't remember exactley along these lines; "I find those moments (closenes, joy, peace) rare, but when they come they are more precious to me than gold." Right now for what ever reason I sense the Lord is near, even as I write it's as if He is standing looking over my shoulder...it's almost overwhelming. I admit that I do have a fear that He will withdraw His presence again, since my experience has been that times like this are rare, a day or two or three maybe, but this is going on probably 10 days now...It's not of me, no, I am sure of it. There is joy, that elusive 'peace that passes all understanding'. I am keenly aware that this may be a 'mountain top experience' and eventually I will have to come back down again (sigh) but as long as I am allowed to stay, I am not moving!;-) What can I say, my cup runneth over! I love you Lord! Be it here on this mountain or in the fiery furnace where I usually dwell, Your will be done. I praise Your Holy Name!So how about you? P.S. I would like to clarify that not all is suddenly right with the world, the church, or the vast numbers of belivers, that there are not million's on their way to an eternal destiny of seperation from God this very week. Hell. (to quote Ravenhill) or that I myself don't need to be about the Lords business...Lord, give me boldness to speak Your words to the lost!*Since the 'word of knowledge' has been taken to such ridiculous extremes as to become the Christian version of 'the physic hot line', what exactley is it?
