Hi Silo,
I believe that you are well on you way to knowing the Lord intimately, if you will spend time in His presence and seek Him with all of your heart.
Many of us have read large amounts of the bible and have done studies on various topics. However, if we are not reading the Word (prayerfully), and asking the Holy Spirit to reveal the Word to us, much of the knowledge that we have is mental assent. We need to get the Word of God down into our hearts. We need to read the Word and pray the Word. God's Word is spirit and it is life, and each time that we read the Word, we are being strengthened in our inner man, and the Holy Spirit will bring back the Word to our remembrance as we need it. I tell all new believers to begin reading the gospel of John, and then move on to Romans, but we need to ask the Lord to direct us, and He will surely lead us.
Many times when we first go to the Lord in prayer, we spend much time bringing our needs to God. The Lord is concerned with our needs, but if we would come boldly to the throne of grace through the blood of Jesus in thanksgiving and praise, and get our minds on Him, then we would find that we are entering in to His presence.
One of the problems that many of us have is that we are much to busy to seek God in silence. As soon as we go to pray or meditate in His Word, our minds are bombarded with many needs of this life, and we go through prayer in a superficial way. It takes time to develop an intimate relationship with the Lord. It has to be our top priority.
God has put this cry in your heart, and the hunger and thirst for more of Him is a wonderful thing. If you continue to pursue God, you will find Him.
Mike