IWantAnguish said:
Every day my perceived reality about myself becomes more and more despondent.
The depths of my self-deception regarding my motives and thoughts is beyond repair.
Everything I do ultimately contains a selfish motive driving the action, beginning from my inner-self, the thought beneath the action.
And not only am I selfish, but I attempt to deceive myself through rationalizing my intent; and I would succeed into tricking myself into thinking that I am not that bad (of course in comparative relation to others), except for the Word of God which exposes my hypocrisy and wickedness.
This does not sound like anyone who knows & loves Christ.
You are truly able to not be selfish. All you need to do is make all you do with the intention of love.
However, IF you are not able to, then your inability would exempt you from the obligation.
Therefore, since we all are under obligation you are truly able to NOT be selfish & have the correct intentions in all things.
Being then made free from sin, you became the servants of righteousness (Rom 6:18).
But now being made free from sin, and become servants to God, you have your fruit unto holiness, and the end everlasting life (Rom 6:22).
What does it mean to be human?
To have thinking capacities which allows the ability to choose.
But, since birth, all of our choices are guided within the paradigm of selfishness.
It is not wrong for an infant to be selfish.
A newborn infant cannot be otherwise.
Therefore, the "selfishness" is not sinful.
Selfishness, pride; the concept that we are the centers of the universe, our happiness at the expense of all other things.
Yes, newborn infants think that they are the centers of the universe, their happiness at the expense of all other things.
Because "all other things" are not comprehended by newborns & all they know is themselves.
They cannot regard their parents.
Furthermore, there is no "pride" in newborns.
Thus, from birth, we are deceived into believing that we are free from determinism... yet this turns out to merely be a cruel twist of fate... and we find ourselves free within the prison of bondage to selfish desire.
"from birth" we cannot be "deceived" into anything.
But, even if we could, we would not be culpable.
Furthermore, as we mature, we become to comprehend the world around us and the people in it. As we mature, we understand that we are not the center of the world and start to form (emotional) relationships with others.
As these relationships strengthen, the more selfless we may become towards them.
Since we are moral beings, we come to understand that even the people we do not know are worthy of respect (Rom 2:14-15).
However, we are able to choose contrary to our conscience and remain selfish to decide not to give others the respect they are due, being selfish.
Therefore, man is born in sin, dead to God, loving self, hating God...
Man is born innocent, without sin & not IN sin (never committed sin, therefore, not sinful), alive to God (because never committed sin in order to be dead to God), only knowing themselves & not knowing God to hate Him.
the statement, choose to have faith in Christ is a worthless statement, a waste of breath.
Yes, because they are incapable of comprehending faith, therefore, they are exempt from the mandate which all men beyond the age of accountability has.
A person can no more choose to have faith in God, than a blind person can choose to begin to see.
All men (beyond the age of accountability) has faith in something or other. Therefore, they are able/capable of putting that faith in & on Christ and what He has said & done. Since they are commanded to, they are able to.
The fact that they WILL NOT is why they are condemned.
If they CAN NOT have faith, they would NOT be at fault for having no faith.
No one is condemned because of an inability. All mankind are condemned because they are able, but WILL NOT.
Without ability, there is no culpability.
Grace is the gift of God to man
Grace is not a "power" or anything but favor, kindness, good will, favor...etc...
These cannot be gifts, but they are the product of love.
God’s Love for Mankind is not a gift, but a moral choice God makes from the fact that He knows to do right.
God granting us the sight to see that He is above all things, glorious, marvelous, beautiful, and desirable.
IF these are "granted", then all mankind are "granted" to see these.
However, it is self-evident that God is above all things, glorious, marvelous, beautiful, and desirable.
All men are able to see God & recognize Him with these attributes if they so choose to believe.
However, they do not see God as these because the WILL not believe (suppressing the truth in unrighteousness), therefore, the god of this age has blinded their minds (2Corinth 4:4) so they do not see God as above all things, glorious, marvelous, beautiful, and desirable.
Grace is the state in which we begin to live for the single purpose of the supremacy of the glory of God, through Christ our savior, revealed to us in the Word of God, through the power of the Holy Spirit.
That is not "grace". Grace is not a “state”.
What you described is the love for God that we have to live for the single purpose of the supremacy of the glory of God, because He was loving us all along; and now we do this as a response to Him.