Hi Judah
I can definately say it's not just you. A 'Christian Goth' is an absolute contradiction in itself - the two couldn't be further apart! It is absolutely demonic.
I speak from experience as my niece is a goth through and through.
The whole Goth scene and music has a emphasise on all things dark, demonic and an obsession with death.
The 'music' is horrendous with such anti God, anti Christian lyrics, filled with violence and hatred.
I cannot bear how my niece has turned out and she is only 18, it breaks my heart. I stopped my daughter mixing with her.
She attempted suicide online with all her friends logged on watching and sending messages encouraging her on. It was touch and go for a while when my sister found her.
She painted her bedroom black with dark gothic pictures which she designed herself.
I sobbed when I saw photos she had put on her facebook page of herself posing as a dead body in the woods, draped in leaves and covered with fake blood. It chilled me to the bone.
My mother broke her heart before the Lord took her home, some days I thank the Lord He did, as she wouldn't have coped with how her grandchildren in that family are living today.
After my mother died my niece sobbed at her graveside and said "It should have been me in there" I told her that it could well have been, but she wasn't ready to meet her maker as her grandmother was.
She then had a huge gothic cross tattoed on her back with 'R.I.P gran' - She had told my mother to stop wasting her time praying for her as her prayers will never be answered!
I will make a note of those websites, but like you it hurts my spirit so much - there can be absolutely nothing Christian about it!