I was just watching some video clips on Elvis Presley on YouTube and it was really strange to contemplate the trap that I used to be caught up in - it is like there are two different worlds being lived out simultaneously. The life I lived then, and the life I live now - somehow they overlap and it causes me so much sorrow to look back at the things that I used think had value - and to see others that either were, or still are, trapped there. And sometimes in my daily life it is like the old things are trying to come forward - but praise God, He keeps me from them - but there are those around me that are still trapped. Unfortunately my tears do not seem to be able to release them - and my heart hurts.
