Gen. 16:13
Numbers 24:
2 And Balaam raised his eyes, and saw Israel encamped according to their tribes; and the Spirit of God came upon him.
3 Then he took up his oracle and said:
“The utterance of Balaam the son of Beor,
The utterance of the man whose eyes are opened,
4 The utterance of him who hears the words of God,
Who sees the vision of the Almighty,
Who falls down, with eyes wide open:
If God wants to reveal Himself towards His specific purpose, he might even use a donkey.
If we continue to seek Him, He will search us in like manner.
Recognizing that God is always watching and present in and about me has always helped this human to keep a proper perspective. Keeping eyes open to God, Who is always there, helps to maintain constant vigilance to hearing His voice. Quite contrary to what most think, He is ever speaking. He is not silent.
Whether devotions or ALL the various daily happenstances, with this perspective, you cannot help but be filled with wonder and fascination as to this One who controls the big picture, as well as knowing and revealing -if affections just shut up and you listen- your best next step.
Prov. 3:6,12,21-24
Psalm 139:
1 O LORD, thou hast searched me, and known me.
2 Thou knowest my downsitting and mine uprising, thou understandest my thought afar off.
3 Thou compassest my path and my lying down, and art acquainted with all my ways.
4 For there is not a word in my tongue, but, lo, O LORD, thou knowest it altogether.
5 Thou hast beset me behind and before, and laid thine hand upon me.
6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high, I cannot attain unto it.
7 Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence?
Meditate on these scriptures til they sink deep becoming predominant thought.
Then begin to pray the same.
You will be shocked how vibrant God makes life become, (not just devotions).
Also, you just might wonder how you could have had held such indolent attitude towards His testimony: a love letter to all the members of His family.
Letting feelings get in the way is following the senses = sensual. What you understand already and what you feel are not the same thing.
Agapeo,
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Acts 20:32
"The kingdom then is not for weaklings, waverers, and compromisers... It is not for Balaam, the rich young ruler, Pilate, and Demas... It is not won by means of deferred prayers, unfulfilled promises, broken resolutions and hesitant testimonies. It is for strong and sturdy men like Joseph, Nathan, Elijah, Daniel, Mordecai, and Peter... Stephen... and Paul. And let us not forget such valiant women as Ruth, Deborah, Esther, and Lydia"
~William Hendrickson~
edited towards better understanding