Here are just a few thoughts that came to me when I read you post.
Hbr 12:29 For our God [is] a consuming fire.
Act 2:3 And there appeared unto them cloven tongues like as of fire, and it sat upon each of them.
I read a book years ago about the refining work of the Holy Spirit and how the more consumed we are by His presence the more all the junk in us is burned up. They likened it to a log in a fireplace, we the log, the fire God. As the fire begins to consume the log the log takes on the very nature of the fire. It becomes one with the fire. The fire burns out all the impurities.
I sought God constantly for the baptism of the Holy Spirit when I was first saved 34 years ago. Finally while I was sleeping I received a radical baptism. It felt like electricty (fire?) going through my body in waves. I found myself sitting straight upright in the bed with my arms out cross fashion and I was speaking in tongues. This was the most awesome thing that ever happened to me.
After that day I was totally changed. I couldn't help but love those around me. I couldn't help but witness to the lost, and most I did witness to got saved. There was a fire shut up in my bones that compelled me to share the good news. I had what I call a lump of love in my heart that stayed there for about 3 months. I was so... in love with Jesus that all I could do was talk about my lover.
Jer 20:9 Then I said, I will not make mention of him, nor speak any more in his name. But [his word] was in mine heart as a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I was weary with forbearing, and I could not [stay].
I believe that baptism of fire burns up the junk and refines us for the Masters use. I also believe that is what has held me fast in my walk with Him over all these years when many have fallen away. I know what I received was not something I could work up. It was from outside myself and impossible to manufacture. I am so greatful to the one I love for giving me this gift.
Who is this gift for? Everybody who values it, and pursues the One who gives it.
Act 2:38 Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost.
39 For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, [even] as many as the Lord our God shall call.
We might be amoung that afar off group, but God is still calling His children. We can have this gift.
Now about Kenneth Copeland, I have to agree with the other comment. He is into the prosperity gospel. It grieves my heart to listen to these guys. In fact I can't listen to them any more. Our focus is to be Jesus, not stuff, not money. Here is what my word says:
1Ti 6:8 And having food and raiment let us be therewith content.
Hbr 13:5 [Let your] conversation [be] without covetousness; [and be] content with such things as ye have: for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.
Luk 3:14 And the soldiers likewise demanded of him, saying, And what shall we do? And he said unto them, Do violence to no man, neither accuse [any] falsely; and be content with your wages.
I pray you will be filled with all the fullness of God.
Jhn 1:16 And of his fulness have all we received, and grace for grace.
Eph 1:23 Which is his body, the fulness of him that filleth all in all.
2Pe 1:4 Whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises: that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust.
Mal 3:3 And he shall sit [as] a refiner and purifier of silver: and he shall purify the sons of Levi, and purge them as gold and silver, that they may offer unto the LORD an offering in righteousness.