OK, I guess I have to elaborate,The few times I have sought God held nothing back, I get convicted to lead a more pure life. Then, as I examine my life prayerfully, I don't see an option but to change my career.For this reason:In Kenya and many other African/Asian countries, most (93%) software is pirated. Well, I excelled in that stuff. I am responsible for distrubuting a great majority of graphics software to my friends and to my office. For over 12 years I've been known as the man with the connections. Having the latest software comes with advantages, like cutting edge knowledge. So I am where I am partly because of hard work, but also because of unfair advantage.Now the justification many use is that sotware from the likes of Microsoft and Adobe is way too expensive for third-world economies--and it is, many times over.And I have used that argument to justify my actions, but again, whenever I reach out to the Lord this always comes up.So, in my view for me to live without this conviction, I must not just stop sharing pirated software, but also stop using it as well.For things to be put right, 9 out of every 10 computers in Kenya would have to be put off.But for me it's very simple. "Do not steal"I can't argue with that. I can't wriggle away from that. And I don't know if I should.I'm praying for revival. I read about the move of the Spirit of God in Europe and America and in Uganda in times past and I have a fair idea of how it would be like when the Holy Spirit falls.He doesn't maintain the status quo. He changes people and how they look at things. And He is holy.So I ask myself, am I being legalistic?Should I judge the voice of God by the seeming impossibility of the task (that's rhetorical)?What if it's true?What if God's standard for me is far higher than I think it should be?I believe this conviction is in line with Scripture, and so from the Lord.In this condition, it's hard to pray "Confirm your will," or "Please speak to me again."However, the truth is I am so used to my career and my life as it is, and I don't know any other, and so I pray for courage and fortitude and boldness.Please pray with/for me.