I've got to reading Franks message on the Presence of God and after an evening of contemplation, I think I have come to the conclusion that I think I am religious and very much lost.
I have been posting randomly like a person without direction.
Of course repentance is the answer, but I think I am too weary to lift my voice as I am disgusted as to how this happened.
I am exposing myself and putting myself out there, I realize that, maybe that's a good thing, also, I wanted to let you all know that this man is weak and tired. Not looking for pity, looking for prayers from all the godly men and women here on si.
The way that I have been posting in the forums is really out of character for me. If you knew me in person, you'd love me, that I am sure.
I covet your prayers,
