It is Christ's promise that "He" [Christ Himself] has prayed for you. Ultimately, your faith will hold through.
Luke 22:31, 32
If God is calling you, don't resist although I know it is not easy. Maybe the storms are God's ways for you to give up not to have a faith to be strong.
Don't be afraid to give up your life to Him. He will not do anything wrong to You because all of His plans are for our own good and for His glory although it involves lots of suffering but lots of joys afterwards.
May you learn to trust God for your life. (Hebrews 11:6)