thats a really good question.
just curious, are you an artist, my brother?
i am. the last play i wrote, was about a very powerful politician who was a daily communicant in the roman faith.
he was Irish, so thats where he went, and this devotion to Jesus was one of the Things that drew me to him, and i opened the play with portions of the actual mass, EDITED out all references to popery or mary idolatry, etc...it sounded like something any Protestant pastor would say.
the reason i put this at the opening was very specific, and that reason is private. well okay, my reason is, that i wanted to lift up Jesus right from the opening curtain
What i'm writing right now are the "found memoirs" of an Imperial Japanese Navy Admiral, who so happenned to be a "closet" Christian. i'm not going to say what these memoirs are about, i hope you understand, but i read my 15 year old son the first 15 pages (at his request) and boy o boy, did that engender a fight between us.
in the opening pages, the since deceased Admiral confesses what he was, a secret Christian, and takes two enormous swings at the twin pillars of the Japanese military class, emperor worship and the shrine at Yasakuni, where its believed the war dead congregate.
my son was aghast, "why does he have to be Christian?"
i shrugged, "because he is, this character is very real to me, and now i'm going to dig out his "memoirs".
He countered, "but dont you realize you're going to offend the Japanese,which is your audience, you'll never get a publisher because of the offensive nature of the book, and nobody will read it".
he was very vehement, adament, took me by surprise, in fact i had to fight the urge to get equally intense, but i just told him, "when i write, i dont worry about publishers, i dont worry about offending people, all i worry about is this: is it boring?....and then i just write and be really ruthless as an editor, meaning that if i write a passage and it doesnt 'sing' when i re-read it. when its done, then i start to be concerned about commercial aspects".
My son then asked me a question that there was a spiritual component to his ire, "is there going to be a lot more Christianity in it"?
i was starting to get irritated, but turned down the meter with a question in return, "if a painter, a great artist, showed, you a half completed work, would you dare ask him, if he was going to put 'more blue' in it? furthermore these are the wartime memoirs of a fighting adniral, not a theological tretise".
Saints, i was truly in uncharted waters, because i was being challenged on not only an artistical level by my beloved son, but also on a Faith level, and it was all rather unnerving, because i do not know what is going on in this lad's soul. He loves Jesus, but he's also very intelligent, and aware, to wit, he too sees much of the hypocrisy and pharaiscism of the church in America, the pro forma "worship", the negative pull of the 'culture wars' and at 15, there are many negative pullings at the child spirit in this culture, whether it be in the secular world, or in the church world, and this young man is at great risk, which has me in constant prayer for him, as there are only so many things i can control in his life.
He then said, "well, i wouldnt make him a Christian"...to which i responded, "well, then write your own book, i have plenty of blank hard cover journals and it would be my pleasure to gift you with one".
This went on for a bit, talking in circles, and i finally said, "Sweetheart, you know me, i only write things i am called to write, God gave me the idea for this book, and if the calling is true, it will be successful, just like the play was, albeit through health concerns i cant perform on stage anymore. Furthermore, dont you think i know full and well, what i'm writing will cause great controversy among the Japanese, but it is controversy that draws people to the book, to read and see what the brou haha is all about?"
i then explained to him, Japanese people have a secret fascination with what is forbidden, which might give the book added allure, God willing. And Christianity in Japan is forbiddden and scorned, and the thought that one of their hero's, albeit a fictional hero is Christian, might draw a few to interest in Jesus.
God gave me this idea several months ago, well before the tragic tsunami, and i'm in my research phase, which means though i have a solid grounding in Japanese culture and history, i'm reading everything about the Imperial Japanese Military, so that the book reads as "non fiction".
Now my failing with my son on that night, which by the way ended in love and hugs, followed by a nice Chinese meal, might have been that i did not tell him, that my work as a writer, even spinning a tale of a fictional memoir, has to be Christ-centric, God honoring and evangelical, but i do it in such a way, the people are drawn into the character, and dont realize they are being shown how Jesus brings Life and Life more abundantly....to prick their hearts without pounding a seeming "Western religion" down there throats.
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When i have more pages done, and we are of one accord, i will explain to my son, that all my art, my work HAS to be done for the Glory of God, otherwise its just straw, hay and vapors.
God bless you for allowing me the chance to testify, and may the God of Peace and Messiah Jesus bring forth Grace and Mercy to all your families, dear saints, i remain your brother in Christ, neil