I began reading Revelations one day and it begins with Rev. 1:3 Blessed 3107 is he who reads and hears.....Well, I wanted to know about this being "blessed" and I looked it up to my surprise was the following and I have been encouraged by the meaning ever since. Glory to God.
in the Hebrew~
3107 Makarios blessed, possessing the characteristic of deity, Makarios. It indicates the state of the believer in Christ (Mt. 5:3-11: Blessed on account of Me: Lk. 6:20-22. Blessed for the sake of the Son of Man:). He is indwelt by God because of Christ and as a result is fully satisfied. worthy to be well-spoken of, to speak well of.
Makarios differs from happy because happy is the person who has good luck. A blessed person is one whom God makes fully satisfied, not because of favorable circumstances, but because He indwells the believer through Christ. The Makarios blessed is equivalent to having God's kingdom within one's heart. The needy one Makarios is the one who is in the world yet independent of the world; his satisfaction comes from God and not from favorable circumstances.
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UntoBabes said it well too. For me my joy came when I had a deep revelation of my sinful nature and a deep revelation of the love and forgiveness of sin. It caused me to fall even more in love with Jesus for what He did for me, for us, on the Cross. I am forever in His debt. All can be lost, and might be, but nothing can separate me from the love of God. He took my place, my punishment, my sin and I can now live for Eternity with Him. That is my joy on this earth. Joy is a deep knowledge of this. Glory and praise and thanks to Him forever and ever.
Keep seeking, praying - talking to Him - reading the Word. You will get your joy. He is faithful.