Over the last 8 days God in his mercy delivered me in a part of my life. In my whole christian walk there was a part of my life that was captivated in fear and it was one part that i truely wouldnt trust my lord to set me free until 8 days ago. i was set free but i woke up this morning overcome by attacking thoughts, in my despair i cried out to my lord and said why have you forsaken me the enemy is gained victory. I got up angry and could feel the enemy drawing my thoughts to except defeat and give in. At this i said jesus i lay my lack of trust in you at the cross. the thoughts stopped pestering me but i still didnt have the right frame of mind. The lord led me to a sermon i downloaded from sermon index a week ago that i hadnt heard yet about renewing the mind. this brothers word hit the target, my anger left and peace came over me as jesus strength renewed me. Today has been a major victory for the Lord in my life and i pray that God will open my understanding to see these things while under attack. Today the Lord has risen stronger in my heart.
