I just seem to have the inability to fight these doubts and lies from satan. I really am trying to fight, but i seem incapable of fighting this, these lies just keep coming, the devil keeps saying your back is going to get worse or if i mess up and sin my back injury is going to come back. I know their lies but apart of me is just worrying and fearing. Please pray the Lord will give me peace of mind and help me through these attacks in the mind. I also have been having blasphemous thoughts in my mind, whenever i found out something bad happened to someone their is like an evil voice in my mind rejoicing over it and i don't want to think like that and then the voice seems to convince me their my thoughts, but i don't want the thoughts its making me insane mentally. I use to have a lot of wicked thoughts when i was younger and occasionally my whole life that wanted me to do things that were just wrong and i wouldn't listen to it but they were always their. Even when i began to read the Bible 7 and a half years ago when i started reading God's name or Jesus this great hatred would come in my mind towards them and I remember wondering where these thoughts were coming from and i shook them off then because i knew they were coming from someone else that wasn't me i continued to read the Bible and they left and i began to believe the Bible and live the words i read and Christ began being manifested to me, that was when Christ first came in my life. Now those same voices are bothering me again with this back injury and having me think real negative and i really think this has made the injury worse than it should be. This is why i struggle with my faith and believing like i use to because of these demonic voices strong in my life, I know that i am going to have to try to believe the Lord, I am going need your prayers again saints because I am in a very hard battle with dark forces in the air that are really trying to destroy me, please pray the Lord will set me free. I want to focus not on this but serving the Lord and making sure I am saved. Can you all pray against these forces, also continue to pray for my back because their is something wrong that only an mri can show that i can't get, pray for my healing if you may. I want to serve the Lord and glorify him alone. Please with your prayers and mine the Lord will fight for me.
