Thanks Neil...Actually I get Christianity Today and had read this a few days ago. Thought it was a good article and when it came up online figured I would share...Ed, yeah this original post is all verbatim from the article...none of my own words. Indeed we have gotten to know each other quite well over these many months, what a blessing this brother has been to me for everyone else following along.I'm not sure about you but what my flesh wants is out of the difficult circumstance but what God wants is to change my heart and create a testimony that with God I can walk through the fire. That way I can help others.Without a doubt 'out' does seem to be what we crave and often what we pray for, not just for ourselves but for others. Guess it depends on any number of factors..."Out of debt"..."Out of bondage to..."But you hit on it.."what God wants is to change my heart"Finding more and more that as the heart is changed so is the disposition toward whatever circumstances are present, good or 'bad'. How often they are actually opposite. Even knowing all that we do from scripture that tells us it is so, that can we can grasp with our minds and believe, when it happens in actual experience and find like Paul that "none of these things move me"...It's quite remarkable. Reminded of what Leonard Ravenhill said about that passage; "Paul didn't say none of these things hurt me, of course they hurt him, but they didn't move him"