I was reading through this teaching on the book of Romans and this one part really struck me: What God is looking for is repentance that comes from His kindness. In trust, turning your face towards Him. That’s what “repent” means—to turn towards Him. He’s looking for people who turn towards Him and see His character.
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After reading the above quote the LORD opened my eyes and showed me some things that have really helped to set me free. I always thought repentance meant to flee from sin. I realize now that on some level I have held on to this mental picture in my mind that when I repent I turn from sin and I run or flee from it. I never realized before how much this attitude has kept me tied up in bondage because as I was fleeing I was always looking back over my shoulder at the sin. I keep thinking about how “I” failed and what “I” could do the next time to avoid this sin. My focus has been literally on sin and not Jesus. I see now that repentance is not only a turning away from sin but more importantly a turning to Jesus! As I turn from sin and repent, I seek Jesus and my focus is now on HIM where it belongs. I don't have to look back over my shoulder because I am not just fleeing but also trusting in JESUS to forgive me and help me over come. I only need to look and keep my eyes on HIM, that sin that I turned from is gone, HE took care of that and I am free to walk with HIM now.
What an awesome and amazing GOD we are so blessed to be HIS children!!
God bless
maryjane
